You confuse me so much my love
Sometimes I feel you rose from below but fell from above
You says that he loves you and has no regret, but his actions and words have still never met; they've been introduced but don't speak the same language, what he calls his love, you call your anguish; your feelings and thoughts are so far apart, who's advice should you take, your head or your heart??
You say you'd miss me if I was to leave
But most times you beg me to go
I have nothing left but to feel Grief
Grief cause I just can't let go
You love me you hate me
I'm beautiful
I'm ugly
I'm fat
I'm skinny
I'm smart
I'm idiotic
You love me
You love her
You've cried for me
But was it just cause you felt sorry for me
Do you say you love me on impulse
I wanna walk away but I'd rather live in a nightmare next to you
Than live in hell without you
I wanna hat you but I can't
I wanna run but ill run back
I try to leave but I'm trapped
You make me cry you push me so far I wanna die
When you see you pushed me so far I bleed
You come and you hold me you say you were stupid for saying those things to me
(You said I'm useless I never try I'm a low life I'm a slut and I'm just like my mom)
Because I stopped trying cause no one noticed when I put so much effort into things
Because I hide in corners and cry
Because I was raped and manipulated
Because I let myself
How is it that I know you betray me
Brut yet I still trust
Someone help
Someone tell me
Just who...
Just who exactly you are.....
