Underneath It All

Girls,Money And More Problems

Unfortunately I'm Prodigy From Mindless Behavior On Work Days But When I'm Off I'm Just A Simple And Regular Teenage Boy Named Craig Crippen Jr. But I Can't Go Anywhere Like I Use To Before Without Someone Asking For Pictures,Autographs, Hugs, Kisses, A Mini Show , Tickets, My Number, To Come Over And All I Mean Girls Literally Throw Themselves At Me And I Mean Most Guys Like That But I Don't I've Been Having Relationship Problems Every Since I Became " Prodigy The Lead Singer Of Mindless Behavior " ......

I Needed Love In My Life... My Brothers Have/Had Love And I'm Just Dating I Want Someone I Can Call Mine ... I've Heard And Saw Their Stories Now It's Time For Them To Experience Mines With Me...

AT A M&G

, "There's So Many Beautiful Girls Here Shrieking Our Names , Falling Out And Crying Over Us I Almost Felt Sorry For Them Because We Couldn't Date Them All Or Chill With 'Em... It Kind Of Saddened Me...... They Shouldn't Be Doing All Of This For Us , Putting Their Life/Love Life On Hold Waiting For Us When We'd Only Be Able To Make 22% Of The Millions Of Girls Happy......" I Thought To Myself As We Exited The Elevator Entrancing Walmart While Waving And Smiling All Around The Room At The Beautiful Ladies. My Brothers And I Stepped Up On The Little Stage And Sat Down In Our Seats While The WalMart Manager Passed Us Poster Pictures To Sign For The Ladies... The Guys We're Coming By And Falling Out More Than Anything... I Helped A Few Of Them Up Kissed Their Hands Or Cheeks Then Danced To Hype Up The Crowd Until I Spotted The Most Beautiful Girl Unseen Before In The Crowd Just Standing There Staring In Disgust...... I Side Smiled A Little She Caught Me Off Guard With Her Beauty I Stopped Dancing Turned Around And Headed Towards My Seat...... My Brothers Looked At Me Worried And Anxious They All Whisepred , " Have We Seen Her Before?" I Looked At Them And Shookes My Head Before Stating , " Nope , She Isn't Even A Fan She Looked At Us In Complete And Utter Disgust." They All Looked Up Shocked That A Non-Mindless Fan Was Here So My Brothers Rose Up And Cupped Their Eyes To Scope Around The Room For Her,Once They Found Her They Sat Down One At A Time Causing A Chain Reaction...

, " Don't Trip Over Her There Are Plenty Of Other Girls Here Throwing Themselves At Us." The Guys Reminded Me As We Continued Signing Pictures And Smiling While Posing For Pictures... We Were 6 Girls Away From Being Done Until I Paused The Autograph Signing For A Moment...... , " Keisha Can I Get A Bottle Of Water Please? " I Asked As I Looked Up And Noticed She Was Standing At The End Of The Line Just Staring Blankly At Us My Eyes Grew Big As If They Werw Gonna Pop Out Of My Head... Keisha Came Back Woth My Water And Handed It To Me Meanwhile I Stared At Her Trying To Figure Out Why She Dislike Us So Much, We Kind Of Nade Eye Contact And Locked It For A While Until Ray Nudged Me To Snap Out Of It I Shook My Head Quickly And Said , " I'm Ready!" I Looked Around Then Down And Saw I Had 5 Photos Piled Up To Sign For The 5 Girls Ahead Of Her... I Smiled And Signed Them As The 5th Girl Turned Around To Her And Shouted , " Come On Caiylah... Hurry Up!" She Looked At The Girl And Rolled Her Eyes Then Looked At Ray As He Smiled And Placed His Hand Out To Shake Her Hand But She Looked Down At His Hand And Trailed Back Up To His Face Rolled Her Eyes And Moved On...... She Then Looked At Me And Scowled Then Moved On At Looked Princeton And Smirked At Him Sarcastically Then Delivered Him A Grimaced But Yet Devilish Look Which Startled Prince And Scared Him As He Hugged Rocs Arm ... Roc Looked At Prince With The Nigga Get The Fuck Off Of Me Look As She Moved To Roc And Blankly Stared At Him Grabbed The Picture And Turned Around To Leave...... , " Bro You Just Gone Let Her Leave? " The Boys Questioned As The Whispered And Pointed At Her I Looked Up At Them And Gave Them The Yeah It's Not Worth It Look And Thought About If I'd Ever Seen Her Again......

I Rose Up Out Of My Seat And Exclaimed , " So Her Name Is 'Caiiylah ... Huh? " Her And Her Friend Stopped And Turned Around Before They Headed Out The Door Her Friend Smiled From Ear To Ear In Anxiety While She Tugged At Her Friends Arm , " Lets Go 'Kayliiah !" I Began To Come Forward There Way To Approach 'Caiiylah She Looked Nervous ...... The Guys Followed Behind Me As I Walked Up To Caiiylah And Stood In Her Way So That She Couldn't Leave... She Looked Fired Up Because I Was All In Her Space But I Didn't Care I Looked In Her Eyes And Asked Her Why She Was Disgusted By Us So Much She Scowled Down At The Ground And Answered , " Because You Guys Idolize Women And You're Womanizers... You Don't Love Your Fans ... You Use Them! You Get Their Adrenaline Running , Make Them Emotional , Make Them Spend Money On You , Fight Over You , Put Their Life On Hold For You And Idolize You ALL DAY !!!" Her Voice Of Rage Got Higher Each Time She Mentioned Something She Kind Of Made A Valid Point Though , " You Guys Don't Realize How Bad You Hurt Your Fans And How Many Fans Would Love To See You And Spend Time With You Because You Don't Give A Rats Ass About Them And The Fact That You Try Your Best To Keep Shit A Secret But Everyone Finds Out Because Your So Called " Friends " Or " Loyal Fans " Are Snitching On Your Asses And You Guys Chase Girls Who Are So Desperate For You And Only Wants To Brag About You And Don't Love You When The Fan Base That You Have Are Girls Who'd Literally Do ANY AND EVERYTHING For You... There's A Lot Of Pretty Girls In Your Fan Base You Swerve Because They Don't Fit A Certain Qualification!!!! Stop Labeling Woman As TeamDarkSkin , TeamLightSkin, TeamMiddleSkin,TeamRedBone, TeamYellowBone,TeamBrownBone,TeamBlackBone,TeamMiddleBone , TeamThick, TeamFat, TeamSkinny, TeamSlim, TeamSkim, TeamBigBoned , TeamMixed, TeamBlack, TeamWhite, TeamUgly, TeamGoddess, TeamBadBitches Etc None Of That Is Real If It Was God Would've Created Different Worlds To Contain Each Team... Plus While Those Same Girls You Chase After Bad Mouth You Your FANS Are Defending Each And Every One Of You...... You Guys Are Over Confident , Full Of Yourselfs, Too Cocky, And All I Can't Stand What You Guys Do &How Toy Treat Your Fans!! " 'Caiiylah Screamed With Rage And Anger As Her Words Cut Deep Through Me Leaving With Me She Kept On Rambling On I Didn't Get A Chance To Speak Her Friend 'Kaliiyah Attempted To Top Her And When She Did She Was Ready To Leave... And I Thought That Was The Gonna Be The Last Chance I'd Get To See Her... I Adored That She Spoke Her Mind And Had A Lot Of Beliefs In Things...... I Was Hurt But I Was Happy She Set Things Straight.