Valerian No. 1 ✅

Prologue

Prologue

I was 8 years old when our Mother left us. The reason why she left us is because of her first love… her true love.

She was pregnant with our Eldest sister when she married our Father. My Mother doesn't love our Father, halos gawin na lahat ni Dad para lang mahalin siya ni Mom, but in the end wala ring nang-yari. She's still in love with her first love. If she was not pregnant that time, for sure she would not marry Dad, napilitin lang siya dahil ayaw rin ni Grandma na lumaking walang tatay si Ate Queen.

I remember when we were kids, walang araw na hindi nag-aaway magulang namin. Palagi silang nag-aaway dahil seloso si Dad, halos lahat ay pinagseselosan niya, even Mom's boy bestfriend. Medyo T.H (Tamang Hinala) ganun, pero syempre kahit sino naman ay ganun rin ang mararamdaman lalo na't hindi ka mahal o minahal man lang kahit kaunti ng asawa mo.

They got married, have a four childrens, pero hindi man lang nakuntento sa amin si Mom. We were really hurt when she left us… when she choose her first love over us. Sometimes naiisip ko na baka she doesn't love us also, kaya ganun na lang kadali sa kanya na iwanan kaming apat na magkakapatid.

I cried and begged her to not leave us, but then she still left us.

I was jealous when I saw her happily
playing with her first love child or maybe their child. Mabuti pa yung hindi niya kaano-ano, nabibigyan niya ng oras samantalang kami? She gave me a reason to hate her.

Since then, I promise to myself na I will not forgive her. Hindi niya man lang kami nagawang silipin or kamustahin!

Our youngest sister was 4years old that time, wala pa siyang kaalam-alam noon. Naiiyak na lamang ako every time na hinahanap niya si Mom sa amin, si Ate Queen na ang tumayong Ina sa bunso naming kapatid since wala naman na kaming Nanay. She abandoned us.

Dad is busy to his work, kaya naman wala na siyang gaanong time para sa amin. Yung mga helpers na lang namin ang palagi naming kasama, we understand him naman. Para sa amin rin yung ginagawa niya, hindi na siya naghanap ng bagong asawa simula ng makipaghiwalay sa kanya si Mom. I felt sad for him, he did everything pero hindi pa rin siya yung pinili.

I have also experienced bullying before, and I hope na hindi na mangyari ulit yun ngayon because I suffered from depression.

I just want to be happy, pero mukhang hindi sang-ayon sa akin ang kapalaran.

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Date started : January 5, 2021
Story by. k i s s t e l m ( 2021 )

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