Only The Beginning

who are you pretending to be

Morgan p.o.v (Morgan in media)
Is my scars and bruises that noticeable? How could he peep me out when he doesn't even know me. Is this a set up or is he actually caring?
All these thoughts raced through my head as i got fresh towels for him to clean himself up. I know it was out of my character to do that but damn he caught me off guard.
"Sorry for you know.. Reacting towards you like that.. You caught me off guard. My mind is racing a million miles a minute. I got you some fresh towels to clean you up. Ill whip you up another thing of coffee and don't worry it's on me." I said to him.

Martez p.o.v
This lil slip up made me realize I can't play this girl. She seems so vulnerable and unbalanced. I don't want to make it my business or nun i just wanted to get to know her. I Caught myself daydreaming again till she placed the glass cup filled with the smell of coffee. "My name's Martez." I think i caught her off guard cause she paused in her train of thought. A grin came across her face and a slight dimple appeared. "Im Morgan, nice to me you Martez i guess." I hate to be up front with her but I hate to lie to her.
"Well Morgan I hope you don't mind me asking but would you like to go out tonight? I mean this is my first complete day here might need someone to show me the routes around here." Once again here dimple appeared and I knew I had her wrapped around my finger. "I'd love to go out tonight, but I..I'm kind of dealing with something right now. Maybe another time." Damn. She turned me down. I thought that after me being heart loving and considerate she would understand. I had to play cool and not show that I ain't never been turned down. "That's straight lil ma. You got work to do anyway pretty sure you gone be tired afterwards. Preciate the coffee and it was nice meeting you." Before i left I had to make sure I would be able to contact her. Can't forget the reason why I came down here. I wrote my number on a napkin and slid it over to her. I collected myself and made my way out.

Morgan p.o.v
What just happened? Did he just hit on me or was he just trying get in my pants. Either way he's cute but I don't have time for relations. After last night I don't believe I'd ever be ready to lay down and make love to someone. Just thinking of it made me become angry and frustrated.
I decided to take the rest of the day off. I explained what I was going through to my manager and she allowed me to take as much time as I needed off. I called the one person I knew I could talk to. A girl I've known for a while but we never considered each other as friends just there when you need me.
I headed to the mall to meet Haley.
Once I spotted her I knew she was finna have alot to say. "Hey girl how you been, ain seen you since you went out of town for a photo shot how did everything go?" She looked at me nervously and spoke lowly. "Well it went well, went well... I might be pregnant and my pictures come back next week." I nearly grabbed her hair across that table. She thought she could slip that lil word in there and not let me catch it. "Bitch i told yo ass don't go down there sleeping with nobody. Especially when you know how they get down. I can't believe this. Are you gone keep it?"
She smacked her lips because she knew it was the truth. "Girl i really don't want to be nobody's mama. I don't want this to interfere with my modeling career and my beautiful body frame." I could understand but damn she really being selfish. "What you mean you don't wana be nobody's mama? You should've thought of that when you laid down with that boy." She rolled her eyes and I knew I was pressuring her a little to much. "Well since everyone doing bad, Rod raped me last night. And I meet this boy today. He seems like a really decent boy. I'm thinking about calling him over a lil later." This was music to her ears. She knew I hated Rod and knew that this was a way to hurt him. "That nigga did what? He bold. Where was your mom?!! And girl who is this boy?" I couldn't do nothing but laugh. This girl down for whatever. "She was knocked out across the table probably on some good." We shared a laugh and she broke it with asking what the boy name was again.
"His name is... Martez , Martez Johnson. He gave me his number and noticed I was going through something and offered to take me out."

Haley p.o.v
The name Martez made my heart beat fast and faster.

Morgan p.o.v
The table was filled with silence. She seemed like she was drifting away. Like she had something else on her mind.
She finally broke the silence and it scared the living hell out of me.
"Martez might .."