(Hi, we get to learn what Amber's secerts are in this chapter, so hopefully it's good)
Seth was about to do the one thing that he wanted to do for the past few days that was driving him crazy, which was to have sex with Amber. Seth was now on top of Amber, who was completely naked. Seth looked down at her, just to admire her great body, she was beautiful in every single way. Seth was also naked, Seth lowered his head down till his and Amber's foreheads were touching.
"Beautiful" he whispered before he softly kissed her lips, once, twice and as they kept kissing he started to put his dick into her slowly. Seth's lips moved to her neck, then her shoulders and then her chest. Her skin was so soft, like a baby's butt and she tasted so good like honey but there was a vanilla mixture in there as well. Seth kept his pace up and slowly kiss his way back up to her lips. Amber and Seth were looking each other right in the eye and for once in Amber's life she felt perfect, like nothing on earth could ruin this moment and that felt, good, it felt good to feel that perfectness. Amber started to let out moans as Seth's pace started to increase, Amber ran her hand threw his hair. Amber had had a lot of sex and 'fucking' in her life but it never felt like this, so perfect, so right, it was like there body's had melted together. They weren't justing having sex or fucking, they were making love and that kind of what scared Amber the most, is when she had sex before she didn't feel anything for the guys, but this time it was different, she felt something for Seth. oh well Amber thought, she wasn't going to think about this now, she was just going to enjoy the feeling of ecsacy that was now hitting her.
**************************
Sun shined in from the window as it blinded Amber in the face, she rolled over and felt Seth head on her head. She opened her eyes and Seth was looking at her.
"Sorry if I woke you up, The sun was in my eyes". Seth smiled, he didn't care if she meant to wake him up or not, he was just glad that she was wake, he needed to talk to her.
"It's ok, I wanna talk to you about last night and some other stuff". Oh god Thought Amber, Here it comes, last night was a mistake and I'm your boss so this complicated things and I think we should just be friends.
"Last night" began Seth "Last night was......Amazing, perfect, loved every second of it. Amber I wanna be with you. I can't pretend last night didn't happen, I know it's complicated because I'm your boss and stuff but we can work through that. I wanna be your boyfriend. I've just never felt like this. This feeling that I need to know everything about you and this feeling that feels like I'm fucking high when I'm around you". Seth paused, he knew he said a mouth full and probable scared Amber but it felt so good to let it all out. Amber had mixed feelings, on one hand it was the most amazing thing to hear that Seth didn't want to pretend that this didn't happen but on the other hand it was terrifying thing because she knew once she told him about her past that he wouldn't want to be with her anymore. Amber knew what she had to do.
"Seth" she started very careful about what words she used and how to tell him this. "Seth, you wouldn't want to be with me if....if you knew about my past". Amber was looking down at the blankets now, she couldn't look him in the eye when she was telling him this stuff. Seth knew that whatever it was she was hiding was probable something big, something that haunted her, but he also knew that whatever it was probable wouldn't change the way he felt about her. Seth wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her close, in tell there noses were touching as they were looking each other in the eyes.
"Amber whatever it is, it won't change the way I feel about you". Amber took a deep breath.
"When I was 7 years old my dad started to rape me, ever day, for hours on end. My mom left us when I was 8, which now I get because he had been raping her too. My dad introduced me to escasy and heroine when I was 13 years old, after the first few months I became addicted to it. I just remember feeling so messed up because I would go to school and pretend I was this normal child and then when I got home me and my dad would shoot up drugs and have sex. I mean I knew that other dad's didn't do this with there daughters and that was happening was wrong, but I don't know why I didn't do anything about it. When I was 15 is when my dad started to pimp me out on the streets for money and drugs, I just remember each night my dad would tell me to get changed into a sexy outfit and he would drive me to hotels or alleyways and levee me there with some completely stranger for hours expecting me to have sex with them. When I was 16 and haft my dad died from overdoes on drugs, after my dad died I felt like I could get out of this and make up for lost time but then I realized I didn't know what to do, I mean this was all I knew how to do". Amber paused tears running down her face, she never told anyone this and now that she told someone it was Seth Macfarlane who would probable kick her out of his house once she was done telling him this.
"So I made the choice to keep prostituting myself and doing escasy and heroine. By day I was just normal teen girl going to school and by night I was prostitute and drug addict. When I was 19 I got pregnant with basically my pimps baby and then when I told him, he took my to a abortion clinic and I got an abortion and then he beat me for getting pregnant. when I was 23 things started to turn around, a diamond in the raff is when I got caught with heroine and police took me in. I told them about how I was prostituting myself and since I talk they went soft on me and I only had to spend a month in jail for the heroine and then the police sent me to rehab with for my addictions and then I went to the doctor's and that when I found out I was HIV positive, they gave me med's to go on and they said I have a pretty rare chance of getting it, if I take my med's and by the way don't worry you can't get it. so ya, I made a change and got my live together, got an apartment and a job as a waitress but then I started drawing and I loved drawing ever since". Amber paused again and looked at Seth who looked as white as a vampire which she got. With tears in her eyes she whispered
"So do you still think that this wouldn't change the way you feel about me".
