I woke up to the sound of my mother's voice. I told her it was just a bad dream, and she asked about it. She doesn't need to know about my dream, so I just told her it was about spiders. That always works. That's what I always tell her. She told me that it was about ten minutes before 6:00 and it was time to get up for school. Great. 10 minutes early. On most days I would be upset, but today I'm kind of glad. I have time today.
Just do it
I was going to.
Looking at the blade, I took it to my skin. I loved the feel of the cool metal pressing into my skin. Blood finally spilled out of the wound. I cleaned it up and threw on my black skinny jeans and my hoodie and left for school. The bus ride was long and time dragged on forever. It always happens like this, after a nightmare.
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I know it's not pop music but this is actually one of my favorite songs to listen to when I'm anxious. Along with Composure by August Burns Red (which is the same band by the way) I really love this kind of music, and if you can get past the vocals, almost all songs like this have great lyrics and amazing music quality.
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My Gabe Helmy Love Story
Fanfiction*Not your average fanfiction* Gracie is in high school, and she has a lot of problems. Then she meets her favorite YouTuber, and her life starts to change. Tossing and turning from nightmares and crazy love triangles, Gracie is at her wits end. Rea...
