I'm Into You

The one where you see why Phoebe is lonely

What time is it? Oh.. wow its 8:00 am. Hey now I can drop off Corset! I sat up and combed some hair out of my face, the only hair allowed in my face are my bangs. I got up, stretched and went to the bathroom. Ugh. Sorry I just hate the way I look, no I'm not insecure its just I literally hate the way I look at people. Its like I'm searching their soul or something. Now I'm just staring at myself like that. Stop it, Phoebe I already know who I am. I told myself. My favorite thing about myself would have to be.. my hair. Its red, flat, and perfect for me! So many things have happened to it, I've pretty much damaged it! Ha its.. puts on serious face.. Damaged goods. Ha say it like it hurts! Okay Stop it Phoebe, you're acting weird again. My facial expression said. Anyways, I took a shower, combed my hair, and dressed myself. After that I went downstairs and picked up my book and read until I heard Corset coming down. "Oh my god!" She nearly yelled jumping a foot up in the air. "What?" I asked setting my book down. "You scared me! I thought you went for a walk or something!" She whisper screamed. "No,I thought I'd drop you off today." I told her walking over and grabbing my keys. "Oh well let's go."

I dropped her off and after I got a cherry slushi and an energy drink. I poured the energy drink in my slushi,call me gross but it helps me get going everyday but usually Louis gets it for me.. I now feel bad.. remembering what I told Louis. I had been 13 not 12, it had been 7 years not eight. I remembered Josh was 14 he had brown hair, dark eyes, and he was the most handsome boy I'd ever seen or so I thought.. It was just coming back to me like a flash of the worst years of my life.

I was walking down the halls of my middle school holding my book. I never stood out at my school but supposedly I did to David but he was kind of popular. Everyday was the same. Stupid Brittany would punish me for not praising her existence. But I will never forget the day she went too far. Every time she'd verbally attack me I'd come back at her and walk off but today she got really miffed for no reason so she pushed me I only moved a few inches, and so she punched me in the stomach I fell to my knees. She kicked me for good measure, I fell down the steps just a bit. "Hey!" I heard in front of me, it was just some boy. "Why don't you pick on some one your own species." He told her in which she scowled. I got up and looked at him. "Come on." He told me. But first I slapped her, but not too hard. Then I followed him. We spent the whole afternoon together. I saw the day we first kissed, the day we spent the night together. All the months we spent. Then the day I found out. I was waiting for David by his locker. "Hey." I heard,it was one of Brittanys buddies. "What do you want?" I asked, not harshly at all. "I see why you hate Brittany. She's a jerk. She slept with your boyfriend!" She said. "You're lying." I said walking away. I wanted to ask Josh about it though. As I came to his locker, I saw that it was true.. he was cheating on me. Right there, in front his locker. They were snogging. "Josh?" I asked, and they stopped. "What?" He asked coldly. "W-why were you kissing her?" I asked, everyone was quiet. Anger welled up. "Is this some sort of Joke? Its not funny its bloody disgusting, it is." I told him. "No, its not a joke. I just don't like you never did. But her.. I love." He told me trying to be nice. " What the hell is wrong with you?! How can you kiss that filthy mutt?!" I yelled stepping closer, she was oddly quiet. The next thing I know I got slapped.. by Josh. "She's no mutt. She's beautiful unlike you. All you are is a disgusting faggot." He told me. "What did you just call me?" I said not daring looking at everyone around me. 'say it again, go on see what happens' the voice in my head said. "Faggot." He said at last. Next thing we all knew my fist had collided with his face. Brittany kept asking Josh to leave, she looked terrified. I only walked away. It was the longest walk of my life back to Davids locker. He and that girl had comforted me. She said she never liked Brittany, that she bullied her too and that her name was Lola.

I stood at home for three days. The last day I had cut my hair ( A/N The only exception style, music video.) When I came back everyone looked at me odd and thought I was emo.

Now I was walking the halls of my. new high school. First day. Every one glared at me and I didn't know why. My hair had grown a bit over the summer. Lola introduced me to new people who were great,one girl and five boys one is going for X factor this year, fingers crossed for him. Now I know why those people glare at me and its now the the second week. Josh has been abusing Brittany but she acts the same to everyone except me. Now I'm 16 and I've decided to help Brittany so I-

"Phoebe!" Someone yelled at me. I jumped I was in front of the door inside. "What?" I asked confused. "Louis told us you're going to start dating again." Lola told me, She and David were looking at me sadly. "What time is it?" I asked. "Only 10:30. Where have you been?" Cece asked. "No time! I've got to get her ready!" Louis shouted taking my slushi I hardly touched and pulled me to the stairs. "Ready?" I asked.

Louis worked on me for hours. Doing what? I've got no clue. "Where am I going?" I asked again. "Speed dating." He said. "No. That's ridiculous." I told him. "Well lots of people find love like that." He informed me. "But I don't want to. And I'm hungry." I said, it was like four something.

So so many hours is what it takes to find an outfit for Louis. "Okay this one." He said finally handing me a black sleeveless dress, it was sparkling on the chest only a bit. It was pretty and depressing. Perfect. Louis fixed my hair into an up do (Watch the only exception and you'll see what she looks like a/n) Gave my ankle boot wedges and ended up showing me off to Lola. "She looks darling, Louis." Lola said. What are you saying ?this is all me! Niall was passing by but he stopped next to Lola. "You look beautiful, Phoebe.." he told me awkwardly. "Thank you." I whispered, The last person to that was Josh. Niall started telling Lola why he came over here. "Well let's go get you a man."

Speed dating was so boring. They never asked any questions they just talked and talked. I hated it! Two hours, is what it took. I even had to walk home! Today was a bad day.

I got home around 10. To find Corset watching TV alone. I fell next to her. "How-" "Awful. How is it with Ronald." I asked. "It's fine. He really likes me though. Please tell me what happened to Josh." She begged. And I told her my whole story from the day we met, to when it ended. The story only me and Lola knew.

Finish.. I feel like this was long.. Was it? She feels very British in this Chapter. But seriously check out The Only Exception by Paramore. Its a beautiful song.

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