There I was. Sat in between me and Andy's rooms. I slowly curled into a ball and cried. I heard footsteps come up the stairs. I looked up and saw CC. He picked me up, as I cried, and took me into my room. He sat on the bed, then put me down. "Alex." he sighed.
I ignored him, he rubbed my back, "Alex." he repeated himself.
"What!? I know I fucked up! It just slipped out! Andy tried to be my friend and I turned into a bitch about it." I cried, then looking toward CC.
He sighed, "Alexandria, don't blame everything on yourself. You and Andy just go off easy. Also of course you guys aren't friends yet, you two have been fighting for a year."
I wiped my eyes. "I know. But I shouldn't of said that."
CC nodded, he stood up. "Well I say you go talk to him." CC noted before leaving.
I sighed. I mean it wouldn't hurt right? It could. He is probably pissed. I don't want him to go off. Then again, why do I care? I stood up and walked to his room. I stood there contemplating whether I should go in or not. I slowly knocked on the door. There was no answer, I sighed. It soon opened, but as soon as Andy saw it he tried to close the door. I stopped the door from closing. "Andy." I sighed. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that."
He opened the door fully. "Yeah. But you fucking meant it. You felt that way. You may not of wanted to say that, but either way, that's how you felt. Ok!? So I don't forgive you."
"So it's okay for me to make one fucking mistake, yet you make a big deal about someone possibly framing you!? Like I forgave you for that-" I paused. "You're such an idiot! You think it's all about you, because you are a lead singer for a band. Andy it is not all about you! The rest of the boys have a life too. I do. Me. I have a life, and every time you have to make some rude comment. It fucking hurts me. There were times where I went to Ashley crying my eyes out. Yet, you still don't give a fuck! I'm done with you Andy! I hate you!" I yelled, I looked down the hall to see all the boys looking at us.
I turned around and went into my room. I closed the door and locked it. I looked up at the ceiling. I felt guilt fill my body. I let the tears fall. I couldn't go to Ashley or CC because Andy is probably still out there. I shouldn't of said that either...Alex you're such a fucking idiot! I looked at my desk and saw a book laid on it. I looked at it. "All the Bright Places" I smiled small because I've been wanting to get this book for like ever. But, I was confused because I didn't buy it. I looked inside the cover and saw a note. I opened the note and read;
Dear Alexandria,
I know I've done so many horrible things to you, and I'm sorry. I never really had the guts to do this. I honestly care about you, and I want to get to know you as a person. I may not get a yes but I tried, right?
Love
Andy
My eyes widened, "Alex. You are losing your mind." I spoke to myself.
I looked at it making sure it said Andy. Yup. Andy. I stood up and the first thing I did was throw the book. I took a pillow and began to crying. There was a knock on the door. "Leave me alone." I sobbed.
Then again. Another knock. I got up and walked to the door. "I said leave me the hell alone!" I opened the door revealing Juliet.
