All of my insecurities led me to this.
All of the challenges I had to take risk;
I was stuck in an unknown island for so long,
Because there's no place where I would belong.
There's no way that he would care,
Cause he didn't mind me when I was there;
All he saw was the beauty outside,
He never realised that I had tried.
Everyday I would pray,
That he would see me at least someday;
Think if I was okay,
And listen to what I have to say.
It felt like I was just thrown away,
He didn't beg for me to stay;
The skies turned to dark gray,
As if the world will be blown with just one quick sway.
Similarities is what he looks for,
But difference is what is kept in store;
Waiting for him to bust through the door,
And pick me up right from the floor.
I keep my eyes on the ground,
And bite my lip to refrain a sound;
All these years my heart's been tossed,
And now I feel completely lost.
