Part ten - sorry

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Sorry for not updating been a bit busy and now it is Christmas eve.

I will try my best to update more.
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Sam's pov

"Jordan what was that for?" She comes up to me and punches me in the jaw and I have no idea what I have done.

"Stay away from me and I don't want you to be my coach anymore I will train myself, and I will find a different way off getting here and home, so stay well away or I will put you 6ft under."

What have I done to make her so mad, unless Shaun has said something because if he has I will damage his little face.

"What have I done?" Stupid to ask but I have no idea of what I have done.

"What have you done, you are so dump you made me fall out with Charlie, you are around me all the time and your stupid girlfriend has just got me kicked out of the school so good bye."

What the hell she has been kicked out and who is my girlfriend.

"What why have you been kick out this time?" Charlie didn't even seem mad that she has been kicked out he was just laughing it of.

"His stupid cocky dumb bat of a girlfriend got in my way when I was gong to the dance studio and she was being a bitch so I punched her and she was clever and had a teacher come at just the wrong time. It's now big deal I have been kick out for worse."

What am I missing who is my 'girlfriend' last time I checked I was single and have been since Millie.

"Do you mind filling me in who is my 'girlfriend'?"

"Oh wow you don't even know who your girlfriend is that is low, and she is coming this way now."

I turned to look at the entrance and see Sophie and her skets coming towards us.

"Hey baby why are you with that girl?" Sophie doesn't like me being with any other girl apart from her and her skets.

"Why the fuck don't you mind your own business I am not with him I am with my brother so do one." Wow Jordan doesn't like her and I want to know why.

"Well you are cocky aren't you, why don't you go home your have been kicked out."

"Oh I'm going don't want to disturb the couple in there making out sessions, and by the way Sam you can do much better than that thing."

"Sophie what is your problem you know full well I am never going to get with you after what you did to Millie and why are you trying to do the same to Jordan just leave me alone unless you want to go back to your father's school."

(I know you may be wondering who is Millie but you will find out soon.)

Jordan looked shocked at what I said and I think is worried about what I will do.

"Jordan if you are going I am coming with you I think it is time I explained myself, Charlie do you want to come?"

"No it is fine I need to go to football and ruby try outs after school anyway, but do not try anything with my sister or I will kill you."

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After me and Jordan got out of school she didn't speak much until we got to my house.

"Jordan, please listen I am really sorry for what ever Sophie did don't listen to her, she isn't my girlfriend I would never go near her in that way or near her she killed our friend ship after Millie and Sophie fell out."

"Sam I am sorry as well I am sorry for hitting you like I did, but am also sorry for even beginning to have feeling's for you."

Omg she has feelings for me and I have feelings for her.

Omg I sound like a teenage girl.

"Sam one thing who is Millie is she someone who will get me in shit some more?"

"Millie can't she is dead" I snapped back at her and I really didn't mean to.

"Jordan I am sorry I didn't mean to snap at you." She looked so socked at me when I said that.

"It's okay, who was Millie then?"

"Millie was my ex we had been dating for about 2 years, we had grown up together and she was my best friend and my girlfriend. We did everything together, but one day when we went Sophie and her little friends was bullying her about us because Millie was  perfect she was amazing in lessons and amazing at sports she was amazing at everything. But to people they didn't think she was pretty but to me she was stunning."

I had to stop she looked so upset I have to say Jordan reminds me of Millie but I think she is better.

" she got bullied most days but would never let me help, the day I tried it got worse for her, after about 3 mouths of taking it I had to stop it I went round to her house to help her with homework and I will never forget that day. I walked in like I always did and when I went to her room the water was running from the bath I was so scared and I ran to her bathroom and saw her covered in blood and then I new she had killed herself because I couldn't help as much as I wanted to. She had cut her self in the past but she promised she wouldn't do it again."

"I was crying I loved her I didn't think she would, do something like that. It was 1 year ago today and I never thought I would ever tell anyone about it,Sophie never cared when people found out she just tried to get me to sleep to her, after about 6 months I found a away to try and forget, I stared to sleep around with people and I stopped when you moved in because when I first saw you moving in you looked so happy and I just felt weird, I wanted to know you and then I wanted to tell you how I felt about you when we first met because I had seen you around here before."

I just started to cry and I felt so weak crying in front of the girl I fancy.

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Jordan's pov

He has just told me about Millie and all I could do was think about the last thing he said to me

'I wanted to tell you how I felt'

It kept replaying in my head.

"Sam I am so sorry for your lose I know how it feels but that is for another day, I know this might be wrong but has Millie got a grave?"

"Yeah she has why?"

"Do you want to go and get some flowers and go and place them there because I need to go to some graves today and I think you need to be with Millie."

I know it might be weird but if he just puts flowers and just sit at her grave he might just be able to let his feelings grow with her.

"Jordan can I ask you something?"

"Of course."

I don't know what he is going to ask but I hope it is not about the graves.

"Who's graves do you want to go and see?"

"I can't tell you that today, today is about Millie"

I can't tell him about my past today he needs to have time with Millie. Only my family know about my past and I would like to keep it like that for as long as I can.

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I know it is bad but there you go.

Edited 12-06-2016

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