January 27,2015
Yanni(Crystal)Im officially 7 months pregnant and so exhausted Taushja. has really been helping me through this pregnancy. All I know is everything is starting to get to me because now I finally realized my kids won't have their father around. Today I'm getting ready for my maternity shoot so show off all the sexiness in this pregnancy.
I threw on some basic clothes just for right now until my shoot. My shoot was at 3:00 and the Village was coming with me today.
Taushja and I decided to go to subway before we went to the shoot. I just wanted a good salad and a sub before the shoot. Y'all already know that Dr.Taushja has me on a strict diet. I can't wait to have these babies so i can get back to busting down on food like a real G. We ordered our food and sat down at the table.
"So any plans for a baby shower?" Taushja asked me. I really didn't want a baby shower because my family wouldn't be there or Chresanto. I know he did me wrong but he is still my kids father.
"I don't want a baby shower honestly. It wouldn't feel right."I said signing.
"And why is that?" She says raising an eyebrow.
"Cause my fam-." I was caught off by a scoff.
"PB you made the decision to run away not them or us." She said with a little bit of attitude.
"So yeah ik your "family" ain't gone be here but damn PB we thought we was ya family." She began to raise her voice at me. I was about to cry these damn hormones😒.
"That's fucked up PB!!" She yelled before she got up and walked out.I really started crying after she said that. I gathered my things and walked out behind her.
She was on the phone with somebody and I can tell it was either Suga or Elisha. When i got in the car she she rolled her eyes. I really fucked up and hurt her feelings. I really started crying when i got in the car.
"Suga let me call you back." I heard Taushja say.She hung the phone up before she sighed.
"Im sorry I blew up on you like that PB its just that. You hurt my feelings lowkey." She said. I just nodded my head in response.
"Now lets get to this photo shoot." Taushja said. We went to Remy Jewel's Photography and shot a couple of photo's.
I was terribly tired when we got home. I just wanted to crash land in my bed. I took off my clothes, took a shower,and went to sleep.
I felt someone get in my bed. The scent of his Versace cologne filled my nose.
I already knew it was Terrell.Every since that incident in Miami he has been around more. To be honest I think he has another chick to be honest. He is always "busy" doing something. I don't even know how i would act if I found he was messing around. Even if we are not together yet he is always around me and talking about how he is going to step up for my kids.
I dozed back off to sleep once i got comfortable again. I woke up at like 8 in the morning. I opened my eyes to an empty bed. I wasn't even surprised. That man makes me feel like a side piece. I got up and started to get ready. I was going shopping for my lil beans. I can't believe i'm having twins. I'm excited and scared but I do have the village to help me.
I went to the mall and started shopping. I was just getting basics that they need. I was walking when I heard a familiar voice. I turned around and my heart instantly sank.
It was my Daddy,Brooklyn,and a baby that looked at least a week or two old. Our eyes met and I quickly turned my head. I saw him nudging Brooklyn out of the corner of my eye and she looked too. He began to call me but, i continued to walk faster...well attempted. I forgot my dad was an Athlete. He was right beside me I literally wanted to give up.
"Hey Ms. I know you might think this is weird but you look like my late daughter Yannique.""Well I'm sorry for your lost sir and she must've been a very beautiful young woman but, I'm not her sir ." I said back to him genuinely.
Brooklyn came and grabbed his arm. She looked at me and looked back at my father
"Daniel that's not Yams baby accept it." She said rubbing his arm.He shook his head and I saw my little brother.
"What's his name?" I asked my dad.
" Chancellor Yanicko Whilliams." My dad said.
"Awww that's so cute. He is going to be a heartbreaker for sure." I said looking at my brother. Brooklyn smiled and told my dad something before she walked off.
"I don't know what you were going through but I'm let you have your time." I looked at him awkwardly. He looked at me with hurt in his eyes.
" Just promise me you will come back when you ready Yannique." He said before he kissed my forehead and walked away. I walked out of the mall,went to my car and cried.
I drove home and Taushja was there. I put all my bags down and sighed. She came out the kitchen and she saw the dried tear stains on my face.
" What's wrong PB?"She asked hugging me.
"I seen him Taushja." I said crying.She rubbed my back as I cried.
"Seen who?" She asked very confused. I had to breathe before i told her.
"My Daddy Taushja I saw him,and he knows I'm not dead. He told me to come home when I'm ready." I said to Taushja.
" Awww baby it's going to be Ok."Taushja said.
" He looked so hurt I couldn't even look in his eyes." I said my biggest fear was him telling my brothers and sisters they would never forgive me at all. I would never be able to face them.
God I pray to you that he doesn't tell them....
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Is it Pain or Love?
FanfictionYannique and her brother's Best friend Chresanto start to feel eachother after years of being around each other but one big mistake controls what their future with holds which leads a certain someone saying, "Is It Pain or Love?"