Broken Hearted

Moving

Chapter 1: Moving out of town alone.

Amanda Joy:

"ring.. ring... !!"

"ring.. ring... !!"

"ring.. ring... !!"

Today's the day I guess feeling unsure as  I shut my alarm clock. I looked around my room and find it empty. It looks like not only my room is close to empty but also my heart is completely empty.

Sorry but I guess I had forgotten to introduce myself. Hello I am Amanda better known as Amanda Joy. This year I am 15 years old, I have a wonderful family they support me in whatever I do. In my family, they consist of my parents, sister whom is already happily married, my cousin and his wife who own JYP. During the years of growing up, I have a lot of hobbies which leads me to have so many interest in doing almost everything that I loved. I'm also quite smart too but never once did I ever tell people that I have many different talents because I do not wish to be popular.

But sadly, I'm actually quiet famous in this neighbourhood not in a good way but horrible and disgusting way. Everywhere I go there would always be people staring at me, pointing fingers while gossiping at me or talking behind my back. Sometimes thing would get out of hand and people would waste their food just to throw them at me. You, people must be scratching your heads and wonder why do those people do that to you? Well, allow me to tell you the reason. It all started when my ex-boyfriend did not have faith and trust in me at all. When he had received a bunch of photos of me with other man he had immediately jumped into conclusions thinking that I have cheated on him behind his back!

[flashback]

"Amanda, let's break up."

"Why are you doing this to me?" tears are threatening to spill from my eyes but I won't allow it to happen especially what he just had said to me and also in front of him. I can't let him see the weak side of me I must be strong!

"It's not working anymore! I had just found out that you had just cheated on me! It's like from the start you have never loved me! You are just using me for my wealth and looks!"

"What? What are you talking about? I would never cheat on you! Don't you believe me?" I told him so much emotion in my eyes while holding his hand hoping he would believe me. But little did I know that that little inch of hope was crush soon after.

After a few moments, he removed my hands from his roughly causing me to fall and said: "Sorry but I don't know anymore." And with that he threw a picture at me. But before he left the room, he coldly told me to never ever contact him and he will never contact me either. At that moment, I was crying hysterically hoping that this was all a joke, a dream. Hoping that he would come back through that door hugging me saying that it is all a joke nothing like this would ever happen. At that moment, all dreams and hopes of being together in the future was gone like they had just been thrown out of the window. "Don't go... Don't go..."

[end of flashback]

I guess maybe it's because I kept on bothering him after the breakup that is why he went to the reporter and ask them to write an article about how I had 'cheated' on him. When I had read the article, I was devastated to know that all this time we had been together was all a lie. He does not have enough courage to trust me at all. No wonder when he had received hose photos he immediately jumped into conclusions thinking that the woman inside the picture is me and also not giving me the chance to explain myself.

Soon after, my parents must have guessed what had happened between me and him since they had kept on asking the same question the moment I had come home with tears falling down my cheeks. But still I just kept quiet and did not bother to talk to anyone at all. It was until my parents couldn't stand me being so miserable anymore; everyday just stuffing food into my mouth and with too little sleep because of the nightmares that I have every day. So that had called my cousin to come and see me hoping that I could be more happier but at that point, nothing would interest me or make me happy. After he asked my parents, he then asked me if I wanted to go to Korea with him to start a new life there so I can be away from this horrible nightmare. Well, at the beginning I had heisted I do not know if it would actually make any difference but I still want to make an effort to try if I could be the once happy and cheerful me and since I know quite a few languages and it happens that I also know Korean so I was confident that I could survive in Korea without any communication breakdowns.

After a few days, I had asked my cousin if I am going to Korea then what would I be doing there? He told me that I would be following a group of boys actually there is seven of them. They are the 'GOT7'. And all I have to do is does to make sure that everything goes as planned but most of the job would be the manager doing; I also know the manager. So eventually, I agreed to go with my cousin to Korea but unfortunately I have to stay in the same house as the 'GOT7' since I had refused to stay with my cousin and it was also because he was worried about me. My parent had also wanted to come too but I assured them that I would be fine alone and if that there is anything that I need help with there is always my cousin and his wife to turn to for help.

Suddenly I was brought but to reality when there was a knock on my bedroom door. When I opened the door my father was standing there. "How are you feeling today?" he asked me was concern in his voice. I just told him I was fine and dragged out my luggage preparing to bring it down the stairs of my parents' house. After eating breakfast with my family for the last time my cousin told me that he would get the car ready at the same time asking me to prepare myself so by the time he come we can leave so we would not miss the flight to Korea.

At the front gate of the house, my parents hugged me for the last time telling me that if anything happens their house and arms are always open for me to come home. "Take care!!" they shouted while waving at the moving vehicle that I am in it. 'Bye... I will be back one day!" I said with tears in my eyes.

Once I was on the private plane that my dearest cousin has own, I was thinking I guess it's time to really say goodbye with a few tears that are threating to fall. 'bye small town.' 'bye mother and father.' 'bye everyone.' 'bye horrible things' ...