My World Of Poems

White Fluffy Clouds

                                                               White Fluffy Clouds

When I wake up in the morning,

Are you looking over me,

Through the white fluffy clouds in the blue sky,

Are you wishing me luck,

Are you keeping me safe,

We miss you,

We want you back,

It's pretty sad when someone you love takes their own life,

Are you in there,

Or are you even dead,

Was I dreaming of that night,

When you were so hyped up on drugs,

You took your own life,

With your own knife,

Am I the one on drugs,

I see the news everyday,

I see you there,

All the time,

They say they found you in your room,

I can still remember the night you told me you loved me,

I still remeber how your lips felt on mine,

When I forced them apone mine,

I never go a day with out saying,

I love you,

Even if your not here anymore,

I still say it,

Are you there,

In the white fluffy clouds,

In the morning when I wake up,

Are you the dark calm clouds,

When I lay my head apone the pillow,

That used to fit two heads,

Im hopeing you are,

Because if you are,

I stare at you every night,

I love you,

I say,

I love you with every fiber of my being,

Are you the white fluffy clouds in the morning,

When I wake up,

What if I never wake up,

What will you be then,

Will you be the dark spaces in my eyes,

Will you be the spots of light I see,

As I slip away from reality,

I still say,

I love you,

Even though,

Your not there.