I often find myself wondering,
is anyone still around?
And do they hear me crying
or see me on the ground?
If one day I disappeared,
would anyone ask why?
Would anyone interfere,
if they knew that I would die?
Sometimes it gets old,
crying myself to sleep.
Living with a heart so cold,
with my emotions buried deep.
Tell me, will you hold me?
Im bound by chains,
so wont you set me free?
A life with too many pains,
and a burden on my back,
I cant escape this hurt,
my hearts under attack.
My muffled screams fill the air,
but your ears dont hear the sound.
You just stop and stare,
Everyone looks around,
but no one comes to my aid.
Im sorry if I scared you,
but my sins have been repayed.
You didnt have a clue.
Maybe if I had screamed louder,
you would have heard my call.
Though Ive alway been too much prouder,
to beg you to break my fall.
I often found myself wondering,
If i didnt say a word,
would you see me blundering,
but that would be absurd.
So here I am today,
begging you on me knees,
if I dont show the next day,
dont worry that you didnt hear my pleas,
because the guilt is too much to bare,
after all it was my fault,
It was me who died in my despair..
