She couldn't imagine waking up knowing that she won't see him

An explosion

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"Breathe Teresa, breathe...everything will be fine..."
That's what she kept saying to herself while driving to everyplace where she may find Jane.
Only one place was left on that list. And apart from that address, the only thing she had was hope. If he wasn't there, she would have broke down, she really was on the edge now, these day's been a torture. And staying without coffee didn't exactly help, let's say it.
When she stopped the car she looked at that house and thought: "dammit what am I doing here, nobody's been here in years..."
And then it happened. Fire, smoke, and an horrible sound that only took to one conclusion. An explosion.
And that is when she freaked out for real. He was dying in front of her. Fucking no, the hell she would have let that happen. Without even thinking (thing that shouldn't be neglected so often...) she went into the house and looked for daddy.
Found him. He was breathing. Wonderful, now she could kill him.
"Don't you ever do that to me again, EVER!" she said after she took him out of the house.
"Come on sit here" she told him opening the door of the car
"How are you feeling Jane? Can you hear me?"
He just looked at her, then suddenly stood up and hugged her stronger than he could
"I'm sorry Teresa, so so sorry..."
"...it's okay...everything is fine now...don't worry" she said putting a hand on her belly and caressing his hair
"When they pulled apart from the hug, they shared a very romantic kiss and then she said
"Let me call Abbott, then I'll take you two home alright? "
"Sure" he nodded, not really realizing she said "two"...

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AT THE AIRSTREAM

"God that's been a long week" she laughed sighing and laying next to him on the bed
"Yeah..."
"Jane?...Patrick? "
"Yes?"
"I love you...I...I understand you're afraid of loosing me" she said and noticed Jane rolled his eyes at it and sighed
"I do..." she repeated louder and more determined
"But you need to understand...I'm afraid of loosing you too..."
"Teresa..."
"I haven't finished yet" she hushed him laughing
"Okay!" He joked
"You know it looks like you're doing this on purpose..."
"You mean almost getting killed?!"
"Yes, yes"
"Oh please..."
"Jane"
"Lisbon no! I wouldn't. I just...couldn't. I'm just confused..."
"...can I help you clearing things maybe?"
"Smile and I'll know where I belong "
"Awww you're playing the romantic guy now?" She joked
"I love you" he said hugging her closer and kissing her head
"I love you so much Teresa Lisbon"
"I love you too Patrick Jane"