My fate

this was typed on my phone at 1:40 in the morning

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I feel like the ground is being pulled out from beneathe me

everywhere i look there is someone trying to break me

my friends they dont do anything to assist me

my family is my prosecutor

i hear laughter ring out from up above me

everyone around take turns twisting the knife slowly

they twist slowly ,deep into my soul

as the blood starts to pour out of me i see their smiling

faces

i know my fate but still i fight

their ripping me apart painfully slow

the phyiscal pain does nothing to mask the emotional

i cant understand why this is happening

what have i done to deserve this cruel,cruel fate

my heart starts to beat slower

soon they will have what they always wanted no more kayla

as my eyes start to get heavy

i know that i will die soon

my fate has been sealed awhile ago

just as i start to drift into unconsciousnes

i hear a small quiet voice calling my name

the deeper i drift ,the louder it gets

its getting louder

until suddenly i find Im in a classroom

with my bestfriend looming over me

just a dream i say

and go back to life

back into my facade

i put back on my perfect smile

the smile that hides everything

the smile that shows none of my inner torment

i have to go back to life

back to the loneliness that feel

back to being the perfect daughter

no one knows how i feel

they gladly except my facade with welcoming arms

no one cares how i feel on the inside

they would gladly be ignorant of my inner turmoil

as long as i get the grades, make the friends, and remain perfect they are proud

but its killing me slowly on the inside