True Colors (KickTheFire)

Chapter 1

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Chapter 1

"Hey Peej, I'm going out for a bit, need anything from the shop?" Chris practically screamed through the flat.

"No thanks Chris, see ya later" I yelled back. I didn't get a responce, just the sound of the front door closing. I sighed and got up, it was only about 8 but I figured I should get some breakfast.

I slumped down the stairs, I hated being home alone! I sang a bit of a Charlie song as I made my scrambled eggs, and that made me feel a bit better.

I made my way to the couch, pulling out my phone as I sat down. I didn't want to be here so I dialed a fimiliar number.

"Hey PJ! What's up?" I got goose bumps as he answered the phone.

See, I've had a huge crush on Dan since I met him through Phil about 4 years ago. I know, I know; Four years is a hell of a lot of time to like someone without telling them. But Dan is so special, and I don't wanna ruin our friendship! I've given up on him liking me back a long time ago, but I guess being his friend is better than not having him at all.

"Not much! Chris is out for the day, so I was wondering if you and Phil wanted to do something?"

"Awe poor Peej, he doesn't wanna be all alone in that big scary flat!" Dan teased , full well knowing my dislike for being home alone. "Just kidding PJ, why don't you meet us at Shake Away?" He asked.

"Sure, see you in about an hour?" I asked knowing that the train ride into the city would take awhile.

"Yeah, sounds good Peej, bye!"

I laughed into the phone and said my goodbyes. Gosh he's perfect, I through to myself as I got into the shower. Chris is the only one who knows about my love for Dan, and he even created a ship name for us, 'KickTheFire'.

As I scrubbed my body, my thoughts drifted to memories with him. Like the time all four of us went to Italy together, and I had to kiss Chris in spin the bottle for Phil's video. I was so embarrassed and I couldn't even look at Dan after that. But the next day we went to the pool, and I pushed him in, and we were laughing the whole day.

I climbed out of the shower and pulled on my favorite black skinny jeans, a sweatshirt, and of course my trusty rutsack jet pack.I laughed at myself and walked to the train station, which was only about 2 blocks away from our flat. I got onto the same train I had millions of times before and put my head phones in for the ride.

I really enjoyed walking through London, it was so beautiful. I've been trying to get Chris to move here with me, but he's very stubborn. I arrive at Shake Away right on time and I see Dan and Phil sitting at a table. Awe, they already got my drink for me.

Phil sees me, but I place a finger over my lips, signaling him to keep quiet. He nods and I sneak up behind Dan, placing my hands over his eyes, which were glued to his iPhone, no doubt on twitter.

"Boo!" I whisper in his ear.

"Oh my god- PJ! You scared the living crap out of me!" He screamed, earning glares from people at other tables.

"Sorry Dan, I had to do it!" I said, lauging as I sat down next to him.

Phil was bright red, trying hard not to laugh. "I-im sorry Dan!" He said between giggles.

"You knew what he was going to do!?"

"Yeah, I saw him!" He said, still laughing.

"I hate you guys!" Dan said, finally laughing about it.

We began to talk about video ideas, and decided all four of them were going to do a video on PJs channel soon.

"What should we do it about?" I asked, looking up at Dan.

"Well, my twitter followers have been bugging me to do a Q&A video. How bout it?" His look went from me to Phil, and we both nodded.

"Yeah, that sounds great-Oh hello?" We turned and followed Phil's gaze. There stood a girl of about 13, and we assumed she was a fan.

"Hellomynameiscarlyandiloveallofyouand-"

"Slow down Carly!" Dan laughed and she just smiled.

"Sorry I just really love all of you!" She smiled, looking at each one of us individually.

We talked with her a bit, she asked about Chris and we got her twitter name. We were getting ready to leave and she said something that made my heart stop.

"I ship KickTheFire, by the way." I smiled when she said that. "Chris mentioned it in one of his videos. I think you'd be really cute."

I looked to Dan, and his expression was unreadable. He looked straight at her and said something that broke my heart.

"That's silly, Carly. PJ and I will only ever be friends." Carly looked a bit hurt, but she gave us hugs and left.

I went straight home after that. I felt terrible but had no idea why;

I had accepted for years that we'd never be together, but I guess hearing him say it out loud made it real.

Chris was home and I walked straight into his arms, crying. I told him what happened through sobs, and he let me sleep with him that night.

But at about 2 in the morning, I woke up. It really was the worst feeling in the world, to love someone that would never ever love you back.

I rose from my bed and walked to the bathroom. Reaching into the cabinet under the sink, I grabbed my old razor still taped to the roof. I haven't done this since I met Dan, but it felt like the right time to start again. I didn't really want to, but all I remember is how good it felt. I removed my brackets and made 3 straight lines. I already felt better as I cleaned up the mess I made, and went to bed.

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