Passe Oublie - Forgotten Past

Love has its way

After changing he came out to find her staring out of the window towards the moon. With Moonlight falling on her face she was looking Angelic. He felt a sudden urge to pull her into a tight embrace but he controlled himself.

"You take the BED I will take the sofa" he said while arranging the sofa.

"And why do you think I will do so" she said sarcastically.

"Because you won't be comfortable on the sofa" he answered with blank expressions.

"Then how would you" she said.

"I will manage"

"You don't have to. Take the bed I will sleep on the sofa. This is your room; whatever you did to help me is really very much. Now you don't have to spoil your sleep for me. So plz I insist"

"No you must be tired with all the meetings and travelling so it's better you sleep on the BED"

"No you take the bed I said na"

"Don't act stubborn go and take the BED" he said raising his voice.

"No I am not. Let's do one thing lets share the BED, it's so big, it will accommodate us so easily and we will be comfortable too"

"NO.. Never.. I will take the sofa" he said stammering. Already he wasn't able to control his emotions and she being close won't help either.

"Fine I am going and sleeping in the car then if you don't want to listen" and she began walking to the door.

Suddenly he held her wrist to stop her.

Looking down "Have you seen your attire right now? It is better if you don't get out at this time. We will share the Bed ok. Now come let's sleep" he dint raise his head at all while saying this.

She smirked on being successful in making him to agree.

They slept at two corners of the bed with their backs facing each other.

"I wish I could rewind the TIME and make it up with you. You are close at this instant but very far away from me today. I couldn't move on because you never left my thoughts and now you came out of the blue back in my LIFE again, and made it impossible for me to move on. Wish I could at least convey my feelings to you but I can't because we are better off like this only"

"Wish I could tell you what's going on in my mind right now. I was successful in avoiding it for so many years but facing you like this is breaking my shield. Now I am not going to hold back I will make you feel the LOVE again"

She sat up and said

"Get up"

His thought process was broken by her voice.

"What? Why? What happened? "

"I said get up and stand up now"

He was confused to the core.

He stood up and switched on the lights. She herself got up pushed him to the wall held his collar and slapped him hard.

This happened so immediately he did not know what to react. He just held his hand on the side where she slapped and looked at her with broad eyes and confused expression.

"Is this some new way to Thank people?"

"Shut the **** up got it. Why the HELL are we avoiding something which we mutually FELL the same. Why the hell dint you move on when we broke up.

You knew we had to break up so that we could overcome the LOSS as years pass but today again we have met after 10 f**king years and see what did we gain? Nothing at all because we are back to where we started this from. I had done this for YOU for US you knew that right. You knew DAD won't ever agree for our marriage and I dint wanted to go against HIM. You knew I would never hurt him for you because he too LOVED me and so did I. We had an option that was only if you became someone big he would agree maybe but no you were not serious about your career too. I had no HOPES left to get us together without hurting our family and so I had to break up. To stay away from coming back to you I had to move to USA. After coming back it wasn't easy for me to HOLD back but still I did and concentrated on my career. You blame me for everything but you equally are responsible for this situation of ours. Only if you would have been serious we could have done something together. Only LOVE is not enough for being together many other things matter too and to top that LIST is FAMILY. I did that for their happiness and I LOVE to see them happy today. Dad eventually agreed to LOVE marriages with change of time and a new hope aroused in me but, but it was of no use because the Person I loved dint understand my situation at all. I LOVED you then.. I LOVED you from past 10 years and I still do.. I LOVE YOU but you failed to understand me always"

She sat on the sofa tears continuously making their way out of her eyes. He stood NUMB. He sat in front of her cupped her face in his hands. Tears were making out of his eyes too.

"You still LOVE me? Ab bhi? "

"You are still such a JERK na? Itna bada bhashan kyu diya fh.. He dint let her continue and claimed her lips urgently. He kissed them with all the LOVE. He couldn't put the feelings he was feeling right now in words but his actions did. She reciprocated the KISS. They were feeling nothing but pure LOVE right now. They broke apart when they were satisfied that this was happening for real. They sat with their foreheads touching each other.

"I am sorry for all the stupid faults I did. I shouldn't have done that. I am an idiot you know na. I wasted 10 precious years of my LIFE without you. But I will see to it that I pour all the LOVE on you in the years we spend together now"

She placed a finger on his LIP's "ssshhh.. Just live in the moment. I want to cherish this moment as my treasure forever. We wasted a lot of time now I don't want to waste a single second"

Listening to this he got up and bought something from his closet. He made her stand up and kneeled down with her hand in his hand and

"Will I get the pleasure to make this beautiful lady in front of me mine forever.. Will she allow me to shower my LOVE on her for rest of our lives? Will she marry me and give me an honor by calling her "SHARON SWAYAM SHEKHAWAT" and slid a beautiful diamond ring in her ring finger.

She was left awestruck by this sudden gesture of him. Her happiness had no boundaries.

She had dreamt of this moment with him like forever and her dream was molding into reality but she was not going to give in soon after all she was Sharon the diva.

"And why do you think I will give this pleasure to him. What has he got to offer me apart from his LOVE? On what basis will he ask my hand to my DAD?"

"Ohh... Pretty lady I have nothing but PURE LOVE to offer to you and to your dad I think this HOTEL will do and if he asks for more then we have its branches all over the world and India. I think that will do" he said with a smirk on his face.

She was confused "What?"

"Oo my Damsel in Distress you are sleeping with the owner of this HOTEL tonight" smiling widely.

She was staring at him with wide eyes and mouth open. Now everything was falling in place.

First the name "The SSS's" how could she forget that this hotel was famous worldwide and no one had seen its actual owner because he did not like the limelight.

Second, his room was on the floor where there were only 2 rooms not like the other floors that seemed to be constructed for him only.

Third, he had taken his career seriously or who could have achieved so much.

"You did this for me?"

"YES for you because I LOVED you, LOVE YOU, and will always LOVE YOU. I always felt we will meet someday and I wanted to show you that you hadn't LOVED a wasted boy"

With tears in her eyes she hugged him tightly and whispered a THANK YOU.

"By the way what does the 3rd S stand for as 2 SS's stand for Swayam Shekhawat "

""The SSS's" stand for "The Sharon Swayam Shekhawats" and he smiled. She did not know what to say she kissed him passionately and then soon the passion of 10 years overtook them. They were ready to explore each other and fulfill their hunger and thirst of the lost 10 years. They spent the rest of the night making LOVE to each other claiming each other's soul.

The forgotten past was no more forgotten and they lived with it in the present. This was their new beginning again after the Passe Oublie and they were going to live with it forever...

The End....