I had just transferred schools again. And I was dating this weird kid I don't know what I ever saw in him. One day he took me to meet his friends there were a couple of them. One short fat and ugly another short cute and funny then there was him. He was standing off to the side dressed all in black. Black hair black eyes or so they seemed and a black attitude. I have to admit this but my first thought was Thug. I hated him and couldn't remember his name for the life of me. I thought he hated me to or he was just eye raping me. We didn't talk at all that summer or for most of the next year. Until I went to my aunts house. Turns out he lived a couple houses down from my aunt. Well I went for a walk and he was taking out the trash. Fate some would call it. We talked but I wanted to avoid him. He scared me. But he wasn't so bad I mean yeah I hadn't fallen for him yet but he wasn't a thug anymore. Also his eyes were dark brown not black. During school we would acknowledge the others existence but not much because we weren't in the same classes. After school I would greet him by his new found nickname loser and walk with him out the door. On the last day of school we had a half day. He walked with me to my favorite house. We sat and talked for a while. That's when I realized I was falling for him. I was starting to love him. I had had feelings for a while I just didn't want to admit it. I didn't want to but I was. I couldn't help it. I went home later on and ended up going to my aunts. He was there. We hung out for the rest of the day. I thought he was going to kiss me that day. He didn't. We started talking a lot. I fell in love with him. Later on we got in trouble for something we didn't do. We weren't supposed to talk anymore. It only brought us closer. We lived in secret so my parents wouldn't find out. Then he tried to kiss me. He tried 4 tymes actually. Either I stopped him or someone interrupted. I hated myself after I stopped him. Then when I was least expecting it he kissed me. It was a tiny one but it satisfied me. He still liked me I thought he didn't anymore. Then a few days later we got in trouble again. It only brought us closer again. I love this man and I always will nothing could ever change this even if he breaks my heart. I cannot live with out him I tried and almost died.
I love you,
Tabitha
