He forced me...
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I struggled...
I cried so much...
I pleaded...
But he never listened to me...
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My own brother... sharing the same face and same blood as me... raped me...
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He decided to shine more over me...
...to head out first from me...
...to stand tall than me...
So that he can...
...erase my existence...
...make me his shadow...
...and OWN ME...
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry, Kaito...", he said again and again after sobering while crying horribly.
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But all I did is to corner myself to the side and hugged myself while trembling.
"Kaito... Kaito... I'm sorry... Please forgive me..."
He apologized again and again but... I never looked at him and began to cry horribly...
"Kaito..."
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"I hate you... I hate you, Akaito...", all I said and kept on crying.
And I could really sense that he got shocked from that.
But then...
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"It's your fault...", he suddenly said.
!!!!!!!!!!
I got shocked and looked at him.
"IT'S YOUR FAULT!!!!!!!! IT'S YOUR FAULT!!!!!!!! IT'S YOUR FAULT!!!!!!!!", he exclaimed again and again while crying with clenching fists.
I just closed my eyes and covered my ears.
I don't want to hear him!
I don't want to hear anything from him!!!!!!!!!
"IT'S YOUR FAULT FROM THE BEGINNING!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S YOUR FAULT BECAUSE YOU WERE BORN WITH ME!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU JUST DIDN'T EXIST!!!!!!!!! IF YOU JUST DIDN'T EXIST, I WILL HAVE A NORMAL LIFE LIKE OTHERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!", he burst out and even I covered my ears, it's no use.
I GASPED.
"IF YOU JUST DIDN'T EXIST, I WILL NEVER FALL FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!", he added.
PAIN.
I cried loudly upon hearing that.
"UUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....", and he cried loudly too.
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And now, even my own brother... my other half... already wished that I didn't exist like others...
How cruel...
IT'S TOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But the wound that he gave me...
The wound from betraying my trust and for destroying my existence...
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...I can't forgive him anymore...
"Leave.", I started saying.
And Akaito gasped.
"Leave!", I repeated loudly.
I don't know anymore what I'm saying but...
"Leave! Leave!!!!!! I don't want to see you anymore!!!!!!!!!", I exclaimed to him.
I felt a sharp thing stabbed my heart for throwing away my own brother.
And Akaito decided to leave the house... quietly...
"UUUUUUUGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH......", I cried horribly.
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And as my left eye became more blurred and became blind for the past years...
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The things he had said to me remained in my mind...
That if I was not born...
That if I didn't exist...
That if I was not his brother...
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I had never destroyed his life...
I know for sure that he kept on asking himself why he fell for me until now...
It's my fault...
It's my fault...
IT'S MY FAULT...
So I will keep on believing that getting this eye blind...
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...was my punishment...
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...because I was bad after all...
...for making my brother fell for me and for existing in this world...
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