Queen

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"Why are you here?, how did you know where I lived?" India asks with her arms folded across her chest "I wanted to speak to you" she says as she scratches her arm "We have nothing to talk about you need to leave here now before Tony comes back" she says to her as she closes the door in her face & Tony comes in through the back door "Who's that at the door?" He asks "Melly..." She tells him & she can see his blood boiling "How the fuck......" He stops himself & walks over to the door bust it wide open he sees her standing there "Get the fuck off my property you fuck worthless crack head I told you if I seen you anywhere near me or my family I would put you out of your misery" he tells her as he takes out his gun cocks it back & India puts her hand on his gun "Tony, she's not worth it please don't" she tells him as she looks her "Your lucky I don't have him shoot you get outta here & never come back" she tells her as she puts Tony back & closes the door.

She looks at him "Tony..." She tells him softly "I want her gone I can't stand her at all why do you continue to defend her" he says to her as he punches her "You have to let go... The only reason you get so worked up when you see her is because she took away one person you loved the most..... The only way you can hand happiness in your life is if you let go & stop being bitter, the more you act out like that is gonna result in something far worse then what you think it will be.

You have our little boy upstairs sleeping now if you start something & something happens to you he will ended up like your first child but this time you will be gone you gotta relax & breath I am here for you when ever you need me" she says to him as she holds him close to him.

"You will never understand what I feel..." He tells her "You think I don't know how you feel..... I LOST MY MOTHER I WATCHED HER DIE.... I LOST MY BROTHER..... I LOST MY SISTER MOST OF MY FAMILY IS IN THE GROUD 6 FT UNDER I KILLED MY OWN FATHER..... YOU FUCKIN THINK I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU FEEL...." She yells as she moves away from him going upstairs & she turns around "I am the closest person who knows what you feel the big difference between me & you is that I learned to let go & let them be free your still holding on to something that should've been but didn't happen let him go & become your guardian angel instead of spinning around in his grave" she tells him in a serous dark tone she keep going upstairs.

4 days later

Tony & India haven't spoken to each other since their argument, Tony is in the kitchen & India is coming downstairs holding lil Tony "You momma big baby" she says talking like a baby to him & he smiles at her just like Tony, he looks over at them both & gets up grabbing his car keys walking out the door, India watched him walk out the door she lets out a sigh but she puts her attention back on to Lil Tony.

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Tony is walking then he stops at his feet he stairs at a small tombstone he sits down "I wish I could've had you in my arms I use to tell you that I would protect you & I will always feel like I let you down I let you slip away through my fingers.

I don't know how to let you go but I know have to I will always carry you in heart for the rest of my life I love you so much I will miss you so much I am sorry for what happened" he places a kiss on the small tombstone he begins to walk but little did he know that India was following him to where he would be.

She looks at the tombstone where he stopped, she sees its his first son with Melly, she places a flower on his stone & push the stroller to another tombstone of an angel.

She sees its her mother "Mami, I miss you so much you don't even understand I know your up in heaven watching over me & now your grandson I hope your happy where ever you are just know that I love you & I never will forget about you".

She leave going back to the house, when she get inside she see Tony sitting in the living room talking on the phone she ignores him & takes Lil Tony upstairs with her she changes him & lays him on the pillow.

Tony walks into the their bedroom & sits at her feet "I went to him & I finally let go......" He tells her as folds his hands "How do you feel?" She asks him not looking at him "I feel like a great weight has been lifted off my shoulders I feel like I can stop blaming myself for what happened" he says to her "You never should've felt like it was your fault because it wasn't she did it to herself she knew what she was doing to herself"