Did you ever feel like everyone just ignored you, like they just left you empty and broken. Like they used you and then just throwed you away like a broken toy. I have that feeling everyday. I don't want to live and its hard for me to even stay here. Many people say I do it for attention, but I dont. I never told or send pictures of me cutting, I always hide the scars and cuts cause I dont want them to see what ive done. Im not strong enough to stand like normal, Im not able to smile, to sleep, to be happy. I see no fun in doing things anymore. Everything is just dead. I want t be dead too.