You And Me [UNCOMPLETE]

03- Memories hits me again

Borrinngg!!

Anna leave me all alone without leaving a single note and no breakfast. Im hungry! I will be die without a breakfast . Ergghh. .

Checking each cabinet in the kitchen,  its suck, no cookies, no bread, no salads , totally doom when your favourite noodles out of stock .

Thank god there is cereal. Im so happy , if my voice can reach the highest note like Mariah Carey or the opera singer , I propably a singer right now . Hehehe.

Seating on the red porch in the living room while eating alone. Turning on the television to break the silence in the room.

Breaking News!

"A man that believe to be a serial murder is still out there. There are three victims on the case are related to the murder. The case is still in progress. This are the sketch of the man , if anyone ever seen the man please inform to the police."

I can see this man is not very clean, the sketch shows this person got a thick beard, messy hair. It can be anyone.

I turn off the tv, as I go to the sink to wash the bowl and spoon. Still I don't have any clue what to do.

The letter!

I ran to my room to get the letter and seat on the same porch same spot on the living room.

Fuhh! Long time no jogging. I open the envelope carefully don't want any stupid smudge on it.

The letter:

Dear beloved pumpkin,

Please forgive me and read this letter even though you don't want to. I hope you happy and healthy darling. .

I know we didn't talk to each other since your mom passed away. Its all my fault for blaming you for the cause of her death.

I miss you pumpkin, your jokes and  laughter, your hugs. You will always be my baby pumpkin girl.

Pumpkin if you read this , I want to meet you some day if you wouldn't mind. I understand , I forgive you already, I shouldn't let the madness controlled me back then.

I should've been protect you, loving you, support you instead of . . You understand what I mean right? It's torturing me every single day , it did came to me everytime. I can feel your mom angry and sad at me even she is not right here anymore. .

I'm a man ,
I'm a father,
but not brave to face his own daughter,
scare if the star reject the father .

Now I'm a lonely man,
but still I'm your father,
forgive my manner,
when I did said your not my daugther, but believe me forever,
you are my still daughter.

I just couldn't believe that devil treat my baby girl like that. I can't accept it, if I meet him ever , I don't care if the whole world call me as a murder. The only thing I know is to get my daughter's pride back. You doesn't deserve it, every single daughter in this whole doesn't deserve to be treat like that. He is an animal , he abused you , he put spelled on you to get what he want. I couldn't take a look all scars he made at the back of your body. I couldn't. . Because you are the half of my soul that I share with your mom.

We take care of you from the first time you came to this big world, small tiny fingers and toes. I still remember you smiled at me when I kissed you for the first time .

I don't know how to explain to you , how much precious you are to me.

Please come back home pumpkin. I don't care if you don't want to talk to me , or you won't take a long time to spend time with me, as long as I see you infront of my eyes ,at our home.