It was one of the great moments of my young life, and will probably remain one for the long years ahead.
I still tingle when I think about it!
That night...
God...
It was amazing!
I was at the moves with friends,
well, with one of my friends,
and a few of her friends,
hanging back in the crowd as I usually do when I am with more than one person.
We were waiting in a long line.
I looked across the court
and suddenly...
HIS eyes!
Looking directly into mine!
It must have happened completely by accident.
We looked at each other just at the right moment.
All time stopped.
I don't know why.
It was like the crowd, the noise, the room...
they all just fell away
into a haze
and all I saw were HIS eyes
looking into mine...
not just looking into my eyes.
No, that isn't right.
It was more than that.
They were looking into...ME
God, there it goes again,
that tingle down my spine,
the knot in my stomach.
Just at the thought of it!
I have never felt so naked before!
I don't mean physically naked.
I mean my soul was naked...
to HIM...
to those eyes.
I have seen scenes in moves where the camera just moves quickly toward someone.
It was like that.
It was as if I zipped across the room,
not running mind you,
but just floating,
and I was there,
next to him,
still looking into his eyes.
HIS eyes still looking into my soul.
I couldn't breath.
I couldn't blink,
or look away.
My body flushed hot.
I knew I was blushing.
blushing badly
I hate it when I blush
but for some reason this made me feel wonderful,
because even though I knew he could see all of me,
all that I was,
even all that I had been.
My past...
my present...
my future...
what I liked...
what I hated...
HE could see all that.
No wonder I blushed,
but it felt good.
I was warm,
then hot.
Still...
I could hear my heart,
beating very slowly.
BOOM
BOOM
BOOM
and then...
......
