Permanent Scar [COMPLETED]

Chapter 6

"But why did you leave me?" Baekhyun asked her while trying to hold his tears.

Hunmi bit her lower lip. She hated it when Baekhyun brought the topic back. She knew she made a mistake. "I had to, Baek. This is for the better."

"Don't you know how depressed I am when you left me? Don't you know how much I wanted to be with you? Don't you know that I tried to kill myself?" Baekhyun's tears flew out from his eyes.

It was graduation day; finally Hunmi was off from the hell. She cleared her things out with Baekhyun by telling him he didn't have sex with Chanyeol on his 17th birthday party. Baekhyun shoulders were lifted up when he knew that he did it with Hunmi instead of his friend. He kissed her and going to punish her later.

Hunmi got home and it was already night. She walked to her room quietly and locked herself. She clearly didn't have the urge to step out from her room. She had enough with the reality that she had to deal in the university life later. Hunmi took a nice warm shower and put Baekhyun's clothes with her - the one she borrowed it from his 17th birthday party - when she was done. After that, she wrote a letter and put it inside of the envelope. She left it on her desk and walked to her closet. She opened the second cabinet and took her sleeping pills with her. She sat on her bed and smile.

'I want to have a goodnight sleep', she thought. She took the first pill and swallowed it.

And the next pill,

And the next pill,

And the next pill,

And the next pill.

The next day? Baekhyun found her sleeping with a smile upon her face. He never looked at her sleep this relaxed. And he knew that she would be forever sleeping.

Baekhyun woke up from his dream. He was panting and sweating like a maniac. He found that his bed was empty beside him. He crouched down and cried.

"Everything is just a dream?" he mumbled. "Everything felt so real."

Baekhyun screamed and let tears escaped from his eyes. He was depressed whenever he remembered her — Oh Hunmi. He never felt this empty before she left him for eternity. He wished he could stop the clock and rewind it. His love for her never died. His feelings were always on fire for her. No water could tame it down.

It had been ten years since she was gone, ten years of leaving Baekhyun struggled, ten years of being... alone.

Numb. It was the only thing he felt and he was usual with it — it was there, everyday. He wanted to end his poorly with no motivation life. But what made him still breathing until now, he had a promise that he kept.

He opened the drawer beside his bed; there was an envelope whose already darken. He opened the envelope and pulled the paper out.

To: Byun Baekhyun

By the time you read this letter, I'm gone already. I know you think that this isn't the best decision for me to do it, so I do it secretly. Thank you for the best friendship I've ever had. Thank you so much for everything you've done to me. I didn't regret a single bit for having you by my side. I was happy when you visited my mother's party that night with Sehun. I knew since then that you'll be my best friend.

But turns out, the feeling I have for you change. Call me crazy but I managed to feel this feeling called love. All that I have experienced only scared, sad, depressed, madness, hatred, and other negative feelings. The reason I felt those negative feelings because my family and school gave that to me, starting from the bullying. I didn't get bullied from my home, but I got lonely. My parents were always abroad for working. I didn't know how to tell my story. And in the end, I've to keep everything in my heart until it pains.Then you came, my heart lighten up. I wanted to thank my beloved cousin to bring you into my dull and pathetic life. You're everything that I've been waited for many years; best friend, even my love.

But I know bullying never ends. And I'm such a loser for choosing to end my life. This is my decision, and please understands it. At least I've ended my life with a big smile upon my face. The smile that I thought I didn't have, it is because of you. You're the reason why I smile in my eternity sleep.I love you, Baekhyun. Thank you for showing me the love that I always dream of. Don't sulk because of my death, Baek. You will find your real happiness, just like I found mine.

Lastly, promise me Byun Baekhyun, to stop bullying whatever it takes. They didn't know what they've done to others, for an example: me. I want you to stand up against those monsters. And protect those whom got bully.

Sincerely,
Oh Hunmi

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AND THIS IS THE FINAL CHAPTER! THANK YOU FOR MY SUBBIES AND VOTERS ALSO MY READERS WHO SPENT THEIR TIME ON READING MY STORY!! Sadly this is the end of Permanent Scar :'(

The reason why I came up with this fic is bcs i had enough of bullying. Thr point of this fic is actually you have to embrace urself, dont let people get down on you. And you have to remember, even though you feel alone, someone is always there to catch you.

Anywayssss now I'm working on my Luhan fanfiction ^^ still on my wattpad and havent published it yet ;D

and you know what's more?!

THERE WILL BE A SURPRISE CHARACTER!!

but, I won't write fic in this time sooner since I was sooooo busy with school and my teachers are fudge -_-

But most of all, thank you for all of my lovelyz readers out there! please send me some love because Im lack of love HAHAHAh no im just kidding xD

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