Speak Now (Phan One-Shot)

Speak Now

A/N: This is a songfic based on 'Speak Now' by Taylor Swift! Hope you all had a great new year :)

His hands are running up my buttoned shirt that I bought especially for this day. He's pushing me up against the wall with his lips against my neck and I can feel his heavy breaths on my skin. He starts scrabbling at my collar and undoing the buttons and I moan in his hair before glancing across the room to make sure the door was locked.

I move my hands from his hips to taking off his blazer and dropping the item worth hundreds onto the carpeted floor, loosening his tie as quickly as I could, wanting to feel his skin against mine for the last time.

The last time.

The thought makes me stop and lift his chin so I'm staring into his eyes that were surely the inspiration for the sky.

"I love you," I tell him and kiss him roughly. "I love you. I love you."

"I love you too."

I can't help but feel like it's not true and that idea rips through my heart and it feels like there's a gaping hole in my chest. If he loved me he wouldn't be marrying her. But I still can't help but savour every moment he's touching me and I let my love turn to lust, closing my eyes and letting how he makes me feel wash over me and my head lulling to the side when he starts kissing down my bare chest.

There's a knock at the door which makes us jump apart and my hands are shaking as I try and button up my shirt and he picks up his blazer from the floor. The person at the other side of the door tries getting in and even though I know it's locked, I jump back, clutching onto my shirt.

"Phil?" It's Martyn. I'd know that voice from anywhere.

"Y-yeah?" Phil calls out.

"What are you doing in there? We have to go."

"I'm just... getting myself together. I'll meet you down there."

Martyn sighs and walks away and it's strange that Phil has no idea my heart just dropped from behind my ribcage to my stomach. He turns to me with a sorry look on his face and I know this is it. He's being taken away from me. He doesn't say anything though and pulls me into him, kissing me forcefully.

"I love you," he says breathlessly and rests his forehead against mine. "So much."

I start crying then, sobs beginning to shoot through my body because after all these years of loving him in secret it was coming to an end.

"Dan- Dan, Dan, Dan, Dan-" Phil coos, covering every inch of my face in kisses. "Please don't do this."

"She-she's taking you away from me," I choke.

"You know I don't have a choice, I was forced into this, you know that if I had a chance to be with you, I would."

"Prove it."

"What?" He raises his eyebrows and his eyes go wide.

"Run away with me."

I wait for him to frown and come up with a string of excuses because it surely was a terrible idea, one that could only go wrong, and he just had to marry this girl waiting downstairs even though she knew nothing about him, and there was no way he could.

But, to my surprise, a smile grows on his face and his eyes light up like I hadn't see them do in a while and he squeezes my hands.

"Lets do it."

There's some more knocks on the door.

"Phil!"

"I'm coming!" Phil shouts exasperatedly and stares back at me, a million questions in his eyes. "Are we... are we really going to do this?"