In Bloom

chapter 2:

Chapter 2:

Tarens p.o.v

I wake up and turn over realizing tears on my pillow...coden never texted me last night. I check my phone....no messages

I get up and hop in the shower letting the warm water brush every worry away..although most stayed. I get out and get dressed. I walk outside the cold brisk air nipping at my nose, i shiver. My phone vibrates and i get butterflies...

-Homework-

I frown realizing it was an alarm. I open kik and open me and codens messages. I click on the word bar and type my love for him...erasing everything i put my phone away...

"You coward"

I tell myself

The bus pulls up and i play

All i wanted from paramore and settle that wasn't an appropriate song for this situation and change it to better off dead from sleeping with sirens.

I rub my scars on my arm.

Clean for a year...what a shame for that to go down the toilet.

My phone vibrates and i pick it up.

Message from coda

I open it quickly.

~hey baby~

I frown at the text...

~coden do you know how worried ive been...are you ok?~

I set the phone down and lay my head back listening to music.

I check my phone coden read it but never responded. I crinkle my eyebrows together and started getting pissed. Fine two can play at that game.

I turn off my phone and walk into school.

The school brick heads and cheerleaders greet me at the door and i sigh.

"Faggot number 69"

Jacob the head football player says and i roll my eyes as all the cheerleaders laugh at his little joke and gock over him.

"Good morning to you as well jacob"

I say sarcastically and smirk walking forward.

Laney my new boyfriend walks up to me and i frown everything from last night floods through my head.

"We need to talk"

He says smiling and guides

Me around the corner.

"What is it?" I ask

He smirks and kisses me my eyes go wide and i push away...my first kiss....that was for coden...i frown but look at Laney

Screw coden

I smile at Laney and he smiles kissing me again. His hands move up my hips and up my shirt and then i realize the smell of alcohol on him.

"Laney stop"

I push his hands away and he grunts.

"You know you want this you little whore"

I realize people were video taping us and i push him away.

"Laney knock it off you are drunk"

He grabs me and pushes me into the room behind him and rips off my shirt.

Codens p.o.v

I stare at her message and my eyes widen after i was a huge douche she still worried about me...

I start typing

"I love you so much taren, you make me so happy..

I erase it all and throw my phone down. And grunt in frustration.

I really am in love with her.

An hour after i start getting this bad feeling and i text her.

~babe im so sorry are you ok~

Thirty minuets pass and i get even more worried..i call her..no reply...i send four more texts and i start getting anxious something isnt right.

Tarens p.o.v

...not only a kiss...but now my innocence...im ruined...everyone just laughed...watched and did nothing..i was raped..beaten...

I run home and rush to my room.

I grab my razors and cut away. The rest of the day i layed in a ball curdled up and cried.

I wake up two hours later and grab my phone .

I turn it on...

Four missed calls, seven unread messages.

~baby im so sorry are you OK ~

~baby talk to me please im worried sick~

~taren~

~t please~

~something isnt right i don't feel right baby please ~

I reply

~coden..im so sorry...so sorry~

He reads it and calls me

I start crying and pick it up.

"Its all gone " i sob and codens voice breaks into my thoughts

"Whats gone babe"

I cry out

"Everything the kiss i was saving for you, my virginity...everything its gone.."

I cover my mouth about the kiss part...hes going to think im so weird.

"Who did it??"

He asks and i cry...

"Taren..tell me now"

His voice gets deep and scary

"L-Laney"

He grunts

"Who is Laney babe" ...still scary just soft

"B-boyf.."

He growls and starts comforting me . i cry for hours and we fall asleep on the phone.