When I am driving home from school I pass this little old shop calked the Hack Shack. They sell all different flavors of cough medicine, but in the back, they have a secrete little room that has a table, cards, and poker chips. I know this because I would always offer to do extra chores around the orphanage so I can get a couple of bucks, and every night I would sneak over to that little shack and win money and on the weekends and go out to a brewery and buy beers. I would stay at the brewery for hours drinking and crying, and thinking my life has hell. Blaming self for my mom and brother's death. What if I didn't want to go to the zoo that day, what if I kept begging my dad to change the radio. what if I had told my mom that I saw the oncoming car and that I saw that the teenage girl was texting and not paying attention. I could have yelled at my dad to look up from the radio and see the girl. He could've beeped the horn and looked up to see she was in the wrong lane and swerved out of the way and we would not have coiled. That means our car would not have flown over the edge and would not have rolled down the hill. Mom would never hit her head and my brother would have never flown through the windshield. I would never break my leg and now have an ugly scar. My dad would have never locked me out of the house and I would have never gone to a home. I wouldn't drink and play poker. I could be normal, live with a family. life would be so much better, and it's my fault it not.
A tear falls down my eye. I swear I looked down for one second and the next thing I know I am pushing on my breaks so hard I hit my head on the steering wheel and black out. There was nothing I could do. I don't even know if I hit the kid in front of my car.
The last think I remember I hearing sirens but nothing else. Who knew think of all the what if's could lead to one tear and could lead to my head injury and maybe someone else getting hit by a car.
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Lãng mạnA story a teen girl who used to have a bad life her mom and brother died and her dad kicked her out of her house and abandoned her. She was adopted several times. Read to find out who she turns her life around for love. Read to find out about Amanda...
