It was at age 10 when I started to have my first crush (ill call him john so no body knows his real name) Come to find out John was really into this girl named Lydia, we talked abou tit and he couldnt believe everyone knew but, with all the dramatic gilrs at school I can. So time passes a couple months and someone says he never liked Lydia. John was into someone else and was using her to get that person jealous and to like him, turns out that 'someone else' was me. Sneaky Bastard. I end up getting to know him really well more than I wouldever hoped. We talked constantly and got made fun of for it, but I never realised I was being mean to my only friend, Lydia at this point. I faked out and acted as if Becky my ' friend' was actually my friend. all she did was tell my secrets and hurt Lydia, and I joined in thinking it was right. Somehow she was able to find it in her to forgive me. I finally pushed away Becky and then Jordan became my friend she never was rude to me or so I thought. She lied and hurt me and the lies are unforgivable
