Running Out Of Time

Stress relief

Amelia-Rose

After I finished doing my business, I walked out to face the mirror and wash my hands, I took a glance at my self in the mirror, ew gross, there was no way a guy like that was looking at me, just probably laughing at me with his friends.

"I'm so ugly.." I whispered to myself, inspecting my face.

"No you're not!" A voice exclaimed, I jumped about five feet in the air.

"Holy shit dude, you scared to shit out of me!" I yelped at the stranger holding a had over my heart. I turned around to face a short girl with a pixie cut and green eyes. She responded with alight breathy laugh.

"Sorry, haha I just over heard you, how can you say that though, you're gorgeous!" She exclaimed very excitedly? hmm wired.

"uhhhh sorry?!" I wasn't quite sure how to respond to what she had just said. So I decided leaving was my best plan. She must have seen my confused face,as she gave another one of those breathless laugh. As I was about to leave she stopped me.

"I'm Jazz Daniels, by the way haha" She extended her hand to shake mine, I couldn't be rude so I shook her hand. Hmm wired she said both names.

 "Amelia-Rose Valentino" I stated back, oh god why am I so awkward, maybe it's cause I don't talk to girls, I'm only friends with guys.

"That's a really pretty name, for a pretty face don't put yourself down like that.." she trailed off.

"Oh.. well thanks" I awkwardly shifted feet , "well I should get back to my friends wouldn't want them to think I'm lost haha" I carried on with a little chuckle.

"Of  course!But hey could I maybe get your number and we cold hang out sometime, cause you seem cool?" She asked shyly. Awh that's adorable, I've never had a female friend before.. why the hell not.

"Sure!" I agreed maybe a little to excitedly, but apparently not, her face brightened up. She quickly handed me her phone and I put my number in. "Thanks, I'll text ya!" she exclaimed.

We both walked out of the restroom. "So do yo live round here?" she made small talk. We stopped by what I assumed was her table and noticed all her friend quite and staring at me, as if awaiting my answer as well, then I notice the hot boy I had seen earlier and my breath hitched in my throat, he was even more attractive up close, he had tattooed arms and muscles that were almost busting through his top, he had messy light brown hair with stubble, it suited him a lot, I just wanted to run my hands through his hair. His forest green eyes looked back into mine.

Someone cleared their throat, that someone being Jazz. I qickly looked away from the man back at her, a slight blush raising to my checks, everyone caught me staring at him, even the boy himself and now he's going to think I'm stupid. I catch him doing that stupid but hot smirk in the corner of my eye, I just wanted to wipe  it off his face, I scowled to myself.

"uh? sorry what?" I asked Jazz.

"I said you live round here?" She giggled in response to my reaction,

"oh, umm yea something like that.." I trailed off, my brothers don't let me tell strangers where I'm from or anything like that, it's to dangerous for me. I'll explain another time. Jazz gave me strange glance but didn't ask anymore questions. Shit! My brothers!

"Well I should get going, see ya around" I quickly continued without a glance, I turned and hurried off to my brothers. When I got there they looked annoyed, oops?

"Where have you been?" Reece pestered quickly.

"To the toilet, this girl needed help." I snapped back.

"What'd she do get stuck in the toilet?" Chase snapped back.

"No." I snapped

"Well what was it then cause you took forever, I swear to God Rose if you did something stupid in there, I better not have to check you're cuts, I thought you were still going therapy, bipolar doesn't fix it's self-"

"Shut up!" I shout, pretty sure everyone's attention was on me now, even Jazz and her friends, the hot guy ughh as if I hadn't made enough of an idiot out of my self in front of him.  I sharply stood up and walked out to the car fuming, ready to punch someone, in the face. I hate it when my brothers go of on me like that, especially when they involve my private issues. I pull out a cigarette and put it between my lips and lit it. It doesn't calm me though.

"ugh" I let out a frustrated breath, I slammed my fist into the side of a car leaving a dent.. shit. That's when I know my bipolar is getting to bad. Chase is the only one who knows how to clam me down when this happens. I'm guessing the guys saw and knew straight away what to do cause the next thing I know, Chase is at my side puling me into his chest.

"Come on let's go for a ride"  He insists, I don't even refuse. Because that's how I calm down, me and Chase go to the dirt tracks, ride the cars at dangerous speeds and listen to music until I calm down. It works every time. Me and Chase has been best-friends since we were three, he knows me better than anyone in the world.

You know the worst thing is, I didn't even get my pizza..

Later that night after lot's of racing around off road tracks and listening to Green Day and Fall out Boy, I feel better. When me and Chase get home, I'm bombarded by apologizes and hugs from my brothers'. Bitches better be sorry. I ignore them and go upstairs to my bedroom. My bedroom is very simple painted purple, with pictures of me and the guys and over girly essentials, vanity with make up and perfume. Loads of music. I walk over to my bathroom and strip off and get into the shower. I wash my hair with my Aussie shampoo and conditioner and wash my body with my strawberry body wash. I clean my face with my face cleaners, making sure to get all my make up off. I quickly shave everywhere.

I hop out of the shower and wrap my self in a fluffy towel, once I dry off I moisturizer with my strawberry body butter. I put on some panties and one of Chases' old tops and goes to mind thigh.

I get into bed and it's only 10pm so I grab my laptop and watch someone YouTube videos, then I put on my favorite film, Divergent. The book was better but the film is amazing. Just as i'm about to fall asleep I get a text off an unknown number.

Unknown: Hey it's Jazz, I was wondering if you wanted to go to the mall tomorrow? xx

Me: Sure, I'd love to, What time?

Jazz: 11, meet me at Forever 21?

Me: Okie!

What's the harm in going? I mean I've never had a friend who was a girl. It might even be fun. With that I fall asleep.