One direction imagines:)

Raped -Niall

WARNING TALKS ABOUT RAPE!!!!

I had been exactly nine months since 'the day' 'the dreaded day' you referred to it as, the day your ex boyfriend raped you for dumping him right before prom. Today your boyfriend, Niall of 4 months was at the studio recording a new song. You got out of bed and the flash backs started early this time. Begging him to stop, knowing he wouldn't. You picked up a vase and threw it at the wall, the voices stopped momentarily, but they came back, they always came back, you walked down stairs to the kitchen, and screamed. Loud as you could, picked up a cup and threw it in the sink, not caring if you were disturbing the neighbors this early, you started to cry. You ran to the upstairs bathroom trying to escape the voices that you could never really be released from. You turned on your iPod and blasted 'we can't stop' by Miley Cyrus, one of your new favorite songs. You looked in the mirror looking at your reflection you took out a tube of lipstick writing on the mirror all the crude words he and others had said to you 'ugly whore!' 'Stupid b!**h' and the ones you read on Twitter from 'fans': 'fat' 'he is only dating you caused he feels sorry for you' 'unworthy' you fall to the floor in the fetal position you cry yourself to sleep on the bathroom floor.

You wake up on your bed, your music was turned off, you hear Niall in the kitchen and you hear them singing "you'll never love yourself half as much as I love you, and you'll never treat yourself right darling but I want you to, if I let you know I'm here for you, maybe you'll love yourself like I love you" he knows that that is your favorite song, you go down to the kitchen and see him cleaning the glass in the sink, you cough and he turns around rushes over to you picks you as if you were his bride and carries you back to bed. as he sits you up in bed he sees that you are about to break into tears. "Baby, what's wrong?" He asks and then sits next to you, holding your hand, trying to protect you from the unseen fear that had entered the room. You tell him your story, and by the end you were sobbing. But Niall just stared at you "you are the most beautiful" he kisses your forehead, "strong" he kisses your nose, "courageous" he kisses your left cheek, "intelligent" he kisses your right cheek, "woman I have ever met, and I love you, so much! I pains me to see you this way, but you will get through this, and I'll be there every step of the way" and then kisses you full on the lips. "How'd you know to come back early?" You asked him. "The neighbors called me, said they heard glass breaking, I ran home thinking someone broke in while you were still sleeping, I was so relieved to find you asleep n the floor, I love you babe, and don't you ever do that again, you hear me?! Just call me and I will be here whenever you need me" You just looked at the blonde haired beauty that sat in front of you, more tears threatening to come out, "I love you too Niall" you said reaching for a hug, he embraced you pulled you close, laid you down, and started you sing Little Things quietly in your ear until you fell asleep. "Forever" Niall said right before you slipped into unconsciousness.