"I wish I could take you with me, Leena. I hope you can endure the pain of my beautiful self not being around to bother you. I really don't know how you will live and breath without me." I say to my best friend in between a chuckle.
She is laying on my bed while i pack. This girl has been there for me and i have been there for her. She introduced me to my first cig and my first taste of alcohol. Kept all my secrets and never left me while I was dealing with shit that was not pretty at all. Never pressured me, but always encouraged me to face my fears. She has seen me after a rejection. She listens to my boy obsession and never judged me when I first told her i have no experience with boys what so ever. I really love her. I have a lot of those.
" Hoe, I will do perfectly fine. I know... I wish i could too, but you know how strict boarder patrol is. We are not related at all. I guess I will die instead." She says slowly before pretending she is dead.
" Go meet some cute Canadian boys and live your life. You really deserve the break Nina. You have been through enough. With your brother and everything. I might bus it up there later as soon as I get my paper work all worked out. How does the sound ? " She says with a sympathetic look.
Right now, We are facing each other and sitting on the bed. I can't say anything. She knows me so well. I don't think I will survive without her. I pull her in for a tight hug and cry into her shirt.
"Thank you Leena" My voice breaks a little.
"Let's get you all packed up. Oh and you owe me a new shirt. This one is drenched in tears" She says while dusting off her shoulder
" Bitch i'm going to need all my clothes back before i pay for a new shirt."
We both laugh until we are interrupted by my name being called out from downstairs.
" Nina if you don't come down stairs we are leaving you" My sister Sarah yells.
Are walls are thin she could've whispered and i would have heard her annoying voice. And to think that i'm going to be in a car with her for 4 hours.
"That is our cue. I will grab the rest and be on my way." Leena says while carrying my duffle bag.
I'm left alone in my room. I look up to the ceiling hoping that he listens to me.
I hope that this trip is filled with new experiences and happiness. I just wish for happiness.
"You ready?" Leena says.
" More than ever, babe"
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Cutting loose c.h
FanfictionA story about a girl that starts to let go and takes control of her own life... Need help with the cover! For now, it's going to be a random image :)
