Cutting loose c.h

Roadtrip

"I wont waste another day wishing this would fade away"

      Fly Away is blasting in the car while my siblings and  I are on our way to Canada for summer break. I cant help to think that these lyrics definitely do not apply to me. I waste every day wishing that all the emotions that are built up, would just you know... magically poof away. I spend a lot of time reminding  myself that this is  my life and I can't do anything about it. Constantly preferring fantasy over reality. It's like i'm Don Quixote.

I'm in the backseat of my sister's car and again my other sister used the fact that she's older than me to sit in the front. I can't argue or else my parents will get involved. I live by a rule, Avoid lectures. Everyone  in the car is just minding their own business. It was my turn to pick the song so i picked Fly Away.  It wasn't very long until my sister Sarah complained about it.

"Turn this shit off! It's distracting and annoying" 

"Ugh! You're such a mom. I thought we went on this trip without mom and dad so we could avoid rules" I say while rolling my eyes. I hope she didn't see that through her mirror. I  don't want to here her complaining again.

 "Nina i saw  that" shes says while glancing at me through the mirror.

I pull out my phone and it's dead. "Piece of shit" i mutter while throwing it to the floor of the car. I'm left with my thoughts now. I start to draw on the foggy window. I just wish my life was thrilling. Something out of the ordinary can happen that will bring me the happiness i prayed for. I'm tired of playing shit safe. I'm craving thrill. 

It's starts to rain hard as we get near the mountains. I think this is a sign that my life is going to forever be ordinary. It's like God brought the rain to taunt me and says "nothing is ever going to change Nina. Suck it up."  Just an ordinary day for a Seattlite.,  (a/n : it really does not).

"Shit! Shit SHIT! Somethings wrong with my tire" Sarah says while she pulls over.  She hits her stirring wheel repeatedly.

" You know hitting it will make the car hate you even more." I say to her trying to piss her off.

" I did not ask you for your input. I will leave you out here" She says giving me her serious look.

"okay okay. Gosh.... Mom" 

When I look at her i see red eyes and sharp teeth. It is like she is grumpy all the freaking time. Is that even possible? I need to find some entertainment, so i poke at her.

We get out and see a super flat tire.

Great! We have no reception and were in an unfamiliar part of Washington. 

"This is not what I meant by thrill" i say while looking up at the gloomy sky.

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