Will it be like this forever? She thought to herself while staring at the ceiling. This emptiness within me. I don't want to feel it anymore. Why is it always dark and scary? I'm sinking, I'm drowning, I'm suffocating in this hell and no one can save me. When I stared into your eyes couldn't you hear me? I was yelling for you to pull me out. But you just turned around as if I didn't exist.