Evie was sitting on her bed getting ready for a huge English test. That just happened be her current worst subject. Evie seemed to grasp things better when she taught them to herself, like at the castle she had to teach herself the schoolwork since her mother knew nothing about school.
Today was a Saturday Evie thought, her test was in Tuesday. That gives me not enough time at all she thought. Evie grabbed her study sheet and read each part carefully. How is this important in life? she thought.
1 hour later
Jay had been concerned for Evie she hasn't been out of her room since she had woken up. So being the natural concerning and protective Jay he decided to go check on her. When he got to her, he saw Evie surrounds in papers in books. At first he was confused, then he remembered the English test. But wait!? Why would she studying now? The test wasn't till Tuesday. I mean sure a quick review, but no need to have everything out and be studying half the day, right?
"Hey Eves" Jay said sitting down next to her.
Evie jumped and gasped. "Jay!? I didn't hear you come in?" Evie said breathing heavily.
Jay chuckled " sorry Eves". Then there was a moment of silence. "So what are you doing?"
"Studying" Evie said as if she wasn't paying attention too much. Well she wasn't really, but at least she was responding.
"Evie?" Jay asked.
"Hmm"
"Are you okay, cause you seem to be more quiet lately."
Evie sighed and put her pencil down " I'm fine Jay, this is just a hard test and my worst subject"
"You have 95 in it Eves I'm sure you'll be fine. I'm not even starting and I have a 89" Jay said a bit annoyed I mean she was so smart he didn't understand why she was so hard on herself.
Evie huffed "well I'm not a procrastinator and I need to study"
" I am not a procrastinator, I just... Just don't do things right away I like to wait awhile."
"That's the same thing as a procrastinator!"
"No it's not"
Evie huffed "you know what I don't really care" she said coldly and went back to her book.
"Evie I think you should take a break" Jay said calmly.
" I CAN'T" Evie said "none of this makes sense I'm not the kind of person who can just study one night and be perfectly fine"
"Neither am I" Jay said getting louder " but I don't need to study all day what? Like four days before."
Evie had tears brimming in her eyes " well I have to!"
"Why I think you're just fine you probably barely have to study!"
" well I do!" Evie said getting up and grabbing her stuff.
"Where are you going ?" Jay asked getting up.
" somewhere I can study in peace" Evie said.
"You don't need to study!" Jay yelled again
Evie looked at Jay deep in eyes " yes, I do." She turned around and closed the slammed the door shut.
Jay sighed as he sat down on the bed all he wanted to do was make sure that Evie was okay now he was sure he made it worse. He forgot how stubborn she could be. Now he also hoped that she wouldn't be too mad.
Evie sat down on a garden bench as tears were streaming down her face. Most people forgot how sensitive she could be I mean on family day where Chad called her a gold digger and cheater she reacted by up using her mirror and special perfume, but she felt crying . Right now she felt completely weakened and angry.And the one person she felt like could love her well she just got in a fight with him. She now completely diagnosed herself Anuptaphobia. The fear of staying single or someone never loving her. All she could do was cuddle herself up and cry.
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Anuptaphobia
RomanceEvie has fully now diagnosed herself with Anuptaphobia. The fear of never finding love or having someone love her. Of course she has a crush on someone, but he couldn't love her back.