I sink down to my bedroom floor, I hate myself I hate everything about myself ! Ugh why can't I just be happy. I get up and dash toward my book, it's where i keep my inner most thoughts, feelings, poetry and my blade. I know i shouldn't but i can't help it I need to feel the pain, I need to feel something, anything.
My alarm awakes me the next morning I don't even remeber falling asleep. I thrown on my jeans and a long sleeve top, I fix my hair and go downstairs. I dont feel like breakfast so I just wait for Ethan to arrive. Ethan's my bestfriend and has been since we started high school. I hear a car beep and I rush out the door, he's standing by his car and engulfs me in a hug. I try not wince in pain as he picks me up and my legs rub against him. I tell Ethan EVERYTHING but he thinks I've stopped and it would break his heart if he knew.
The drive to school is silent, just ethan singing along to the radio. He's such an idiot. "So how've you been?" , he smiles at me and winks. "Good i guess", he nods and continues to drive. I feel bad not telling him i know he wants me too but I can't.
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save me with your kiss
Teen FictionCaragh is deeply depressed and self harms the only person she trusts is her best friend Ethan. Caragh realises Ethan could be the one who saves her but does Ethan return the feeling or will caragh's depression get worse ?
