My Soul To Keep - Chapter 2

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Copyright (c) Kennedy Ryan, 2015

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Chapter Two – Kai

"You'd be late for your own funeral, Kai."

The words in my head, as clear as if Mama is rushing off the L.A. Metro bus behind me, pounding alongside me on the sidewalk, jar my thoughts. Even as my heart pinches in my chest, my mouth pulls into my mama's smile. The one her little bits of wit and wisdom always squeezed out of me growing up. The ones that still do.

"I know, Mama." I adjust my backpack and quicken my steps. "I'm working on it."

My phone squawks from my pocket. I know it's Santos, my roommate and best friend, texting me. Bugging me. Worried about me, as usual. Not breaking stride, I pull the phone out, and sure enough.

Santos: What the hell? This is not the day to be late. U OK?

With my head lowered, I rapid-fire my thumbs across the keypad and barely miss walking into a tow zone sign. I stand still to finish the message. I don't care if it's Cher waiting at our voice coach's house. Even she's not worth a concussion. And as much as I love Cher, that's saying something.

Me: Up the street and on my way. Missed my bus. Audition was a joke. Can't wait to tell. Who's Grady's mystery guest?

Santos: Hurry your narrow ass up and see for yourself.

I have a sneaking suspicion I'll be less impressed than Santos, which doesn't take much. An unabashed celebrity whore, he even gets the autographs of obscure reality stars. Really? Excuse me for not being impressed that you are just like me, only you get paid to shop, eat, and act the fool on camera. That isn't talent, and I don't need you to sign anything for me. But thanks.

I stomp the last few blocks to Grady's bungalow. Every time my foot slams into the sidewalk, I envision that vile man's face from the audition I just left under it. Any audition that ends with an invitation to suck a man's dick is suspect, wouldn't you say? I'm tired of being propositioned and objectified and pressured to sleep with these predators who assume I'll set up a drive-thru between my legs to get a record deal. I know girls who do that. Some days, I wish I could throw off my principles and take the easy way. On my back and on my knees, but Mama's voice, even six months after she passed, is still strong in my ears. Strongest in my heart.

Grady's bungalow is deceptively simple. I haven't been in L.A. long, but even I know anything in Arcadia costs a pretty penny. At least more pretty pennies than I have to rub together. Grady houses a small studio in the back of the bungalow where he teaches voice and music. He and Santos have been my saving grace in this town. One my longtime friend and lifeline, the other a mentor of sorts who has grown into the closest thing I've felt to family since I moved here from Georgia.

The heavy wooden door stands open, with just the screen door between me and the muted sounds beyond the entrance and down the hall. Judging by all the cars in the driveway and along the street, every one of Grady's students has shown up to meet this mystery guest he's been dangling in front of us like a carrot for the last couple of weeks. Guess I'm here to bite like everyone else.

I step inside and close and lock the door after me. Even in this neighborhood, you can never be too safe. And I doubt anyone will be coming after me considering how late I am. The living room, with its eclectic mixture of modern and antique, stands empty. The music, now that I'm inside, reaches me from the rear studio.

And what music. I stop, needing to stand still for a moment. Needing these notes to wash over and past me. I've never heard Grady's old baby grand sound like this. Like some magician is coaxing tricks from it, nimbly charming the keys to make miracles. I don't know classical music very well. Get much beyond "Chopsticks" and I can't name tunes, but even I know that whoever is playing is brilliant. Just moments before, I needed to stand still, but now my feet urge me forward. I have to see who's playing. I want to see them in the throes of this.

I stand in the doorway of the studio, ignoring all the other students standing along the walls and sitting on the hardwood floor. My eyes stick to the man I can see just head and shoulders of in the space between the lifted lid and the piano desk. His eyes are closed, and thank God for that, because it would be so awkward for him to catch me gaping at him. I instantly know him, of course. It's Rhyson Gray, one of the most gifted and well-known musicians in the world, but right now, I don't see the shiny layers of fame, wealth, and privilege I would typically associate with him. The piece he's playing holds him captive, sloughing away all those layers until only this raw yearning on his face remains. His eyes are closed tightly, his brows knitted with the passion of the music he seduces out of the piano.

His features are almost too much. His nose is strong, straight, and prominent. His brows are thick, dark, and slashing. His mouth is wide, sensual, and full. The hard angle of his jaw clenches, like this piece he's playing submerges him in the same emotion drowning me, but he disciplines his face against it. His shoulders are broader than I imagined they'd be, the muscles flexing beneath the white T-shirt covering them as he plays. I'm not even sure if he's handsome, but I know he's dangerously magnetic, like the center of a whirlpool. Something that would suck you in and down before you had time to pull away.

I don't know this piece, but it knows me. Each note slides in, occupying some corner of my soul that's been barren and empty. And the melody breezes in, scattering dust and cobwebs. Breathing in life. This music, with its rushing crescendos and heaving turns, refreshes me, and I have no idea why. Is it the music? Is it him? Are they separate or somehow inextricably entwined? I love music and know like I know my own name that it is what I'm meant to do, but I've never been moved this way by it. Not this deeply, this quickly, this thoroughly. Like those fingers touching those keys are actually touching me. And though I'm completely covered, I feel naked and exposed. I can only hope that no one sees. That he won't see.

And then the music ends. With a crash of keys, it's over, and thunderous applause presses into the awed silence that immediately follows. Those who were sitting, stand and clap and cheer. We all know we've brushed up against greatness. I'm grateful for the clamor, giving me time to compose myself. To reassemble all the pieces that music broke me into. And the culprit—the man who undid me so effortlessly—­­­opens his eyes like he's coming to himself. Like he'd forgotten we were even there, voyeurs to this fantastic musical display. And then I see those layers wrapping back around him. It starts with the tightening of those full lips, pulled into a practiced smile. It moves to his shoulders, pressed back with pride. And it settles over his eyes, the naked passion of that music hidden in seconds behind the dark, guarded eyes that all of a sudden stare back at me.


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