I Don't Love Your Dad Anymore.
Fuck it,
Fuck you,
Leave me alone,
I'm not in the mood,
I'm never in the mood anymore,
She just sat there, crying, talking to me,
Telling me, "You can't help your feelings."
It's bull shit.
She doesn't think it effects me,
That it doesn't hurt,
But it does,
It makes me want to break down crying every night,
It makes me want to break down crying every time I look at the broken hearted man that my dad now is.
She says she still loves me,
She's still thinking about me,
Bull shit.
She's only thinking about herself.
Selfish,
Self-centered,
Bitch.
Fuck off.
I hate what she's done.
She's done it.
Broken our home to pieces.
Not that it wasn't broken before.
It was. But we kept on holding on.
But she did that one thing that made it topple over our heads.
"Me and your dad are splitting up."
"I can't help how I feel."
"I don't love your dad anymore."
"But we still both love you."
I'd never seen my dad cry before,
but he was then.
He was crying,
crying,
crying,
crying.