I wish I fought harder
I wish things were different
That you were still my lover
That we were meant
I beg for a change
I beg for you to get drunk
So you will not manage
And realize my heart you still have a chunk
I hope for you to mess up
I hope you remember
So you can fill your brain like a cup
Fill it of me your lover
I want you to become high
I want you to tell me what you won't
That you won't let our love fly by
That you will beg me and say don't
I know I will cry
I know I will tell you to stop
Tell you you will regret that you even try
But my feelings are a ballon that won't pop
