I Don't Wanna Be In Love

Louis and Damian

^^Damian^^

Louis felt like crying. All he did was try and love Damian. Did Damian notice? Fuck no. His head was to far up his ass.

All he did was come home and ignore Louis. And that was if he even came home.

Most nights he would just go to the club. Louis knew Damian was cheating on him. Those were the nights that he cried himself to sleep.

The thing was though was that they had met at a club. A club that Damian had gone to while he was with his ex!

Who's to say that this wasn't going to end up being the same thing that happened with that situation. It had taken months to actually convince Damian to leave his ex. What if it was already happening?!

All Louis wanted was to be appreciated. He didn't have a job because Damian insisted on being the sole caretaker of the bills and whatever Lou needed. He never needed much. At least money costing wise. What he really needed, was to feel loved.

Damian, sure as hell, wasn't doing that. Sometimes when he came home at three in the morning all Lou wanted to do was to send him right back out. But he never did. Because when Damian was drunk, that was when he would actually hold Louis.

It was like he was allergic to Lou if he was sober. Even if they were sitting together in public, Damian wouldn't touch him. Although when did Damian ever actually take Louis anywhere?

Lou had finally decided that he had had enough. He had called his mom and asked if he could stay with her until he got back on his feet.

She, of course, had jumped right on board with his plan. She had never really liked Damian. In fact, in all of the two years they had been together, she had never once said anything kind to him. Eventually Damian just stopped going to family events. Which in turn made Louis stop going.

Lou planned on leaving by five tonight and getting to his mom's at about six at the latest. He would, of course, have to take the half hour train ride there. He only planned on taking the necessary items like clothing, phone charger, tooth brush, etc,.

His mom had pulled a few strings and had gotten him a job at a law firm as a secretary. He had tons of experience in that field. When he finished college he done an internship at a different law firm and loved it. But, of course, Damian fucked it all up.

The very first thing Louis planned on doing when he got there though, was getting fucking wasted. He wanted to forget all about his terrible love life.

He never wanted to be in love again. Because love absolutely sucked ass.

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I had originally planned on making this a three shot, but as I was typing out this part I got another idea which would in turn make it longer. But I'd like different opinions.

Would you like the longer version or the shorter version?

The shorter version and longer version are completely different plots. With the shorter, I had planned on making the end questionable where you decide if they continue seeing each other or not. And the longer it'd be a more definite ending.