Lesbian True Story of Love and chance

 HI! HeLLO woRld, Hello Philipines!!!

   This is a story of a "love story"and what we called "love"combine with "chance".

HERE the True love story of my life goes.....:

    It was month of This year 2013 when my lheart pop up to a someone. month of February, I meet a girl let's hide her from a nickname Ms.Chin. This girl is cute, tall, pair complexion, has long hair, simplicity is beauty, who has sense of humor if oustside in her house. TAlk like there's no people around the world left except of her. hehehe, but in there house quite as a sleeping beauty is..LoL..She is a type of a girl that is thoughtful and THis Girl is the one who really Rocks my world! I meet this girl in Gaisano Grand Mall in Mandaue City, Cebu. Me, myself and I. I was there because I went  to my Girlfriend which is my X-GF now. I went there almost all the time after my work in an Insurance Company. I went off my work exactly 5pm so when i arrived n the Mall around 6pm like that . Though I am so tired I always picked her up. Because this type of girl has no time for me all the time almost! So, since, I loved her that time, i always find ways eventhough I'm so tired feels like my body is dying. But just to make her felt that i loved her. I put an effort in doing that before. Actually she is a type of a girl let's called her Ms.No Time. No time, that is no time for me. All the time her excuses is her eldest sister will get mad to her when she will have Past time even just for a moment just a couple of hours or even hour. That's her eldest sister is protective to her so much. So My point her is I'm just the one willpicked her up and sent her home safe. So, I may like a bus here.Picked her up and sent her safe as I can in the best way I can. We have many strugle's in life we've pass through by. So now, if we continue our relationship it's 1yr.and 4 months. it's just the time when I get bomb my heart, my mind, my bosy and i can't do it all that time. For the rest of my life, but I understand her point i understand her in the best way I can. We talk, i talk to her that please even just a single bit of it give me sometime just a second or minute. But she ignored, refuse my favor for that. So, I said to myself, oneday when i get tired and felt like i'm just nothing and i can't felt it the way she care me, do love me. I will really give her up. So, that month February, I went to the Mall and roam around. I was board so I kept going from the first floor up to 4th flr. Again and again. so, one day i noticed, one of a friend of mine, my classmate when i was 4th year H.S. works there too in the same Mall. She was assigned in the 3rd flr. I am not so sure if that was she is in the first time so I slowly look her face surely and start slowly saying "LYZA?" Is that you? So she smiled at me and said A.K.A "CHIL" is that you? So we both asked each other I said yes, So is that you? I said, she said. ok . ok. ok not me, not me, they, they. So I laughed, so we talked a lot. Then one day as i often went to "Lyza" about lovelife, advice, sharing about foolishness. She open up a girl to me. that was Ms.Chin. That this girl is like this, then i didn't knew she open up mine to to her. So feels like she's the way a road that's why we knew each other. So, one day i bother to my mind, first is she is just staring at me and i am staring at her. Just like a glimpse of it all the time. We both exchange our looks. So, I talked to my Classmate. Friend, I am interested to her, I want her, i like her and I want to get to know her very well. So, she replied. So? what will you do? I said "WATCH AND LEARN" with strong sense and dedication weew! This is it. So when i get near to her, pretending and asking." well actually that was my first move to her. Lol.Uhmm excuse me miss? Do you knowthat girl? i point "Lyza" She said yes but so funny she don't know her name both of them and actually they get to know their names and get closed let's just say because of me? hehehe..So i make a sense of humor, I make her laugh, I open that time my lovelife still just a little bit. So when I ask her cell number. She gave it to me with no doubt so I start text her, we both exchanged texts and we get so often texting and that time my attraction and my attention is all to her already. lyza is happy, but just worried she said, what will you do? If Ms no time will knew. etc...I said i don't know yet but I LOVED WHAT i FELT FOR mS.cHIN so time come. We handout sometimes and that time I usually picked her up not anymore myX-GF. But her already. The disguisting part is so Damn it! When the time I picked her up I didn't knew that day and night her BF a Lesbain like me.Lol..Picked her up so I was shocked and said ah ow! So i just continue walking! But her BF that time called me "PPSSSSTT UY! YOU? ARE YOU CONNECTED TO MY GF?" wEW! So her point is is Ms. Chin that time is my GF. I'm speechless i don't know that time exactly what to say. So I just walked away from them. Thinking...hmmmmwhat a badtrip! Late at night that night she call to my phone. ring ring! I don't I will answr. wew! So she beg. please anwer my calls. So I pick it up and answer. Feels like i'm not hurt but I am really hurt. We talk about it for what happened. I really loved Ms.Chin but there's just string attached to both of us that time. So oneday, she asked me what if I will answer you. So I said this is it. She say's yes already for the time and patience kept on waiting for her. But i said, control2x..I said actually to her I don't want you become my GF and you are still connected to your BF. So I said what if I will break her up? i said it's nice but when? because i want to make you official mine with no rivals. That was the late celebration of the b-day of her GF. MARCH 9,2013. That was happened under the bridge of Marcelo Ferdinand Bridge in Lapu-lapu city. So timw come happened, I'm with her that time. She don't know what to do. I said are you sure of what will you do? She replied ye but I am scared. Can I make it through? i replied i know you can do it. i held her hands tight that time and look in her eyes you can do it with love sparkles to our eyes. So, The point it happen really in front of me she break her up. i was happy, shocked she did it and choose me. Now my mind is settle to her. but my side is not yet settled for her, I got many lies i don't know what to do. etc..to my Girlfriend that time how to break her up..etc...because of her friend's note to me....like this...So I lied and make many lies to her. etc..then that time it was month of April, her 3 years relationship Riza went back here in Cebu for Ms. chin. i got sad I din't know what to do. But still happy I'm the one Ms.Chin shoose to be with.but that time i am still comitted with no time. So, one day she is really bothered because I will went out to met no time that time that's why she can't contact me. Because I used another sim...damn right? One day she really said, you wanna I believe you? Give me your sim. i did. Second favor, you,me and no time break her up in front of me. I saidhoohh...in my mind I can do it. When that time happen i wasn't make it through she knew all my lies etc..but I just make that because I really don't know more what to do.So she cried, me, no time face each other we talked. But that time I waslosing her already ofcourse i understand the part of being like that. So she said don't dare to let me see you again or come in my house and face my mom after all you've been done? How damn and cruel I am to be. So, that time, I talked to her mom, she still do kicked with me in my legs part wooshh"Not Bad" actually it was nice hit hooh it hurts me a lot..So we talked her mom, then I talked to her. She said no chance anymore, no more, never, ever! But I kept my hope for it to win her back. So oneday, she gave a telephone call to my aunt house where i stayed. Ring Ring" Hello? My brother that time is the one who answered the call then she's finding my mom. I said hello. etc..but I was bit insult she said it's not you my intention for my call it's your mom. Can I speak to her. hahaha what a ashamed moment for me. hooh!so I said OKAY! Then they talked, they text each other without me knowing what was that one. Then, oneday of itI was in my other aunt house in Villa Del Rio. we call up each other, we text each other. For a while I said Do I have still chance in you.... with a replied..???? comes from her. So i said to her I till love her I love her so much etc...Onething that makes me alive of my hope to WIN her back. she said Prove it! Got that one! It was Voters day here in our place. But I wasn't able to vote because I wasn't able to register. So I just with my mom that day.  that day with willingness and dedication I am not feeling well. It was late afternoon i went to their house. but ouch! I just catch by with his brother so I asked where are they, Steven said her brother. Go to the school because they vote. i said ok. i will just wait. that time, I didn't knew but I have a strong feeling that her 3yrs is with her. then I was super right that  time they aretogether with her mom too. So when she went home I am their oustide their kitchens area. I felt cold and shaking, nervous also my up coming fever got me attention. That was a wrong timing for my fever. We both shy to each other..etc...but i can see she is happy..13days pass before we saw each other again. but before that happen I went to Irish her neigbhor in the Mall near to us which is Gaisano Mactan. I talked to her I cried, i gave my num. because she asked it for me. so didn't knew she gave it to Ms.Chin. then that was so often I wnet to her house. I slept but I just slept besid that timw with her mom.then in the other side there she is sleeping next with her 3yr..Is it OUCH!!TO FELT IT???Readers of this? isn't? But I acceprt I deserve that kind of sacrifice, pain. Just pretend that I'm alright. But deep inside i am dying.But that timeI'm off already with my string attached no time. i changed my number. Then, I really make her felt that I am serious no games for more. No cheat, no lies, no allibi. No pretending for other but now stick to one. I really fight her in the right way I can and let her knew felt by her heart that I am seriously inlove with here. i give up my relationship because i don't want to fool myself fooling around myself. I didn't make wrong decisions for it and i didn't felt doubt doing it. Because i just realize, how relationship is long or you can say it' will last. But it's not the matter to be count in love. Right? You may say it is matter because all you've been true also the memories. But I wasn't able to make that as a matter. But it's my heart, my mind, who is longing and finding her care, love, patience to me. I and we both know we hurt each other and I hurt her much more. i think about it and i am happy with my decision because no GUILT I FELT, NO WORDS "SAYANG" IN our cebuano language that was called to be. But a big"salamat" thank you. because for that 13 days too i wasn't able or we both don't see each other. It's a nice time I think of it and give time to myself to think of..I know it's not easy, to win back the trust that trash..the pain I caused...everything I almost lost...But now we are happy because we are GUILT free. Though she is trying to move on and she is doing it..By not making me a window pain.But now, we just said TIRA-TIRA DULCE" :D We can make it through.. Because this part in her side...it's a conflict we are facing through but i know God didn't give a challenges that we or both of us can't pass it through who can't make it through. Because we have strong and firm Dignity for our relationship..No matter what happened stay open to each other,,,care each other. stay firm each other I know that conflict in relationship can't aware but if we encounter it. We need to be calm and don't let PRIDE EAT our hearts and mind in madness...Because if we both make it or matter our PRIDE ALSO IN LOVE..Nothing will work it out..so now I am happy we are both happy. Her mother kne me my family knew her , her family knew me too..But though there something we called "AGAINST ALL THE ODDS" But with strongs feelings. it's not there lovelife and life we are attaching..But it's all about me and her and happy because we are FIRM THAN BEFORE, UNDERSTANDING, OPEN. One thing I learn in this relationship and i wnt to share a lesson I learn in my love stroty." IN LOVE" IF YOU KNOW YOU CAN FIGHT FOR IT AND YOU GET CHANCE FOR IT. DON'T BE SCARED TO PROVE IT, SHOW IT, EXPRESS IT IF YOU BOTH KNOW THERE STILL A CHANCE AND ONE OF YOU MUST JUST WORK IT OUT TO MAKE IT BOTH OF YOU THEN WORKS FOR IT"  IN LIFE : "I'VE LEARN THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN STAND FIRM, FACE THE PROBLEMS DON'T RUN AWAY, PRETEND THAT, OR THIS WAY, FACE IT WITH BRAVE HEART AND WITH PRAY TO GOD THAT YOU CAN MAKE IT TROUGH. TRUST YOURSELF THAT YOU CAN MAKE IT THROUGH AND DON'T LET OTHER PEOPLE RUIN YOUR LIFE ,PUT YOU DOWN OR DON'T LET OTHERS CONTROL YOUR LIFE. BUT IT'S YOU, YOUR PATH TO MAKE IT THROUGH BECAUSE YOU WILL NEVER KNEW YOURSELF AND WHO YOU ARE REALLY IF YOU DON'T TEST YOURSELF AND LET YOUR WINGS OPEN AND TRY TO SOAR ABOVE THE SKY WITH A SIMPLE WORD TRY" BECAUSE NOT ALL THE TIME WE CAN DEPEND ON OTHER PEOPLE BUT SOMETIMES YOU MUST BE EAGER TO PUT THINGS BRAVE WITH A TEST THAT THIS LIFE WAS GIVING BY GOD TO ME NOT TO BE CONTROL BY YOU OR ME BUT IT MY OWN THING I CAN CONTROL IT" SO DON'T give up! keep things pushing through, don't SURRENDER AND PROVE TO ALL THAT NOT ALL THEY ARE RIGHT YOU GET SOMETIMES TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT IN THE WAY THEY THINK YOU ARE NOT RIGHT"..

tHANK YOU FOR READING my love ROLLER COASTER LOVE STORY" I know it's a long story but i hope you pick up a lesson to learn from my life and what we called my love story..Have a great day!