Unexpectedly

Part 1

"Baby, I'm so sorry but you will marry James" What! Is this really happening

I am eating here peacefully and she will just drop some really 'excitin', news in front of me just like that?.
Who I will marry? Who is this James?

"And why should I marry him?" Then mom starts crying. Jeez! What a great actress she could probably won an Oscar if she becomes an actress. I would be her number one basher.

"This is for your own good , Kelsey" -mom said while wiping her tears.

WHAT! For my own good? I chuckled.

"Dad,Mom. Get to the point !" I push my food and look a them.

"kelsey this is for your own good" ate repeated what mom said. Repeater lang ang peg? Narining ko naman si mom.

" Boomerang ka ghourl?" I rolled my eyes. Nakakagigil sila.

"Why do I need to marry him? To pay for your debt? am I right?" I got hurt a little. Maybe they want me to marry a billionaire for their debt. Ganyan naman diba? I watched some movies or even read a book where they give their daughter. Pero bakit ako? How about my older sister, oh I forgot she's the their favorite.

"How about you marry him!" tinaasan ko ng kilay si ate.

"me? Why me? Dapat ikaw . Look at you? your dying " Ate said with sympathy. As if.

Dying? Yes, may sakit ako pero hindi naman ako mamamatay. What a lame reason.

"I don't need to marry him! If you don't want to help me just say it! LOUD AND CLEAR!!"
This is why I love my family as you can see they are really loving, right?

" I HATE YOU. YOU AND YOU" I gritted my teeth. Pumunta ako sa room and I slammed the door. Hindi ko mapigilan umiyak. Bakit ba ganito ang buhay ko? Why can't I be happy for once. Is this a curse?

Pumunta ako sa cr para maghilamos. Hindi na ako iiyak. Last nato.
Tinignan ko ang sarili ko. Ang pangit mo umiyak Kelsey. Please kapag umiyak ka wag masyadong kumunot yung mukha mo.

Sana hindi nalang ako pinanganak.
My tears starts falling like a river. I curled down and hugged my knees.
I love them but I do not know why they won't give me the same feelings. I hated myself for always forgiving them.

*Knock* knock* I did not mind it. Bahala kayo sa buhay niyo. I locked myself in the cr. Hindi ako lalabas.

" Be strong kelsey" Sabi ko ulit. Pinunasan ko ang mga luha ko at inayos yung buhok ko. I catch my breath first. Pero lintik na luha to hindi maubos.

*Knock* *KNOCK* Lumakas yung katok.

"Anak, please open the door" dad soft voice appeared. He won't stop kaya binuksan ko ito.

"Anak Kelsey. I am very sorry" as he said the word "sorry" my tears run down again. He hug me while saying sorry nonstop.

"Baby please listen to me first" I push him pero dad is so strong parang wall yung pinupush ko.

"I'm leaving!" My final answer. Hindi ko na kaya tumira dito.

"Baby you don't need to leave " nagmamakawa pa siya that won't work. Iyak ka dyan wala akong pakialam. Ako nga after how many years of staying this house kahit " I'm proud of you anak or okay ka lang ba nak?, Be safe anak" Wala silang sinabing ganyan pero lahat ng mga mali ko nakita nila.

They never feel my pain sometimes. Not sometimes, always!.
I just think maybe I not their child. Pero kahit na, biological child or not they must treat me with respect.

"Baby, please! " He tried to block me so I push him harder.

"Your not the boss dad buhay ko to, so move!..." alam ko naman na magiging masaya sila kapag wala ako. Sus kung makaacting ha parang hindi masaya mawala ako.

"...If I want to leave, I leave. I will be glad if you will stop that arrange marriage thing that you put me through!" He keeps on blocking my way.

" Dad let her be, bahala na siya sa buhay niya" dad refused a lot of times. 
After how many times he attempts to block.

He look at me " sorry nak, and be safe" he move away slowly sa pintuan.
"Open the fucking gate!" I shouted at manong Nat.