Unexpectedly

My fault!

*Riinng* Riinng*
Kanina pa sila tawag ng tawag since last night. It is really getting on my nerve. E block ko kaya. Kinuha ko yung phone ko sa bag.

I look at my phone for few seconds. My mind and heart are debating if either I answer it or not. I grab my hair in frustration. Nakakainis!

*Riinng* *Riinngg*

"Hello!WHAT DO YOU WANT?!! I exclaimed.

"Kelsey, si dad nasa hospital? He wants you " WHAT!  Tumayo ako agad at kinuha yung susi sa car.

" Anong nangyari kay dad?" Tumulo agad yung luha ko.

"...what hospital ?? Be specific ate  please what hospital!" I start the engine. Fidgeting my fingers while waiting for ates reply.

"Reid hospital"I hanged up right away after she said it. Dad needs me. I keep on praying for him to be okay. Am I selfish that night?

I arrive mga 10 minutes kasi hindi naman ako malayo sa downtown. AI headed to the information station. I took out my phone and showed the picture to the nurse.

"You! where's my dad?! " I pointed to the nurse.

" Name po ma'am?" She looks at me weird.

I slam my hands on the desk.

"Ms if you want to be alive sabihin mo na saakin kung saan yung daddy ko! Bingi ka ba?!" One last na talaga baka kaladkarin ko ito palabas ng hospital.

"I need your father's name,please?!" What the hell! she doesn't know my father?! He's the greatest dad that I ever had in my entire life!

I grab her then shake her .

"Please?" I stop. I bawled down the floor. Dad? Sorry. Umiyak naman ako. Kasalanan ko na naman.

"Kelsey!" I look around oh its mom she run gtowards me and i thought she will embrace me but

*pak* her hand embraces me instead

"This is your fucking fault!"HUHUHHUH! ouch! I touch my cheek. Alam ko.

I look at her she put herself down , crying a lot harder.

"Im sorry mom" I cried harder.

"If your father die I will never EVER forgive you!" She look at me , a look that can melt if ever she have a power

" DONT SAY THAT!iTS YOUR FAULT FOR BRAGGING ABOUT THE ARRANGE MARRIAGE THING!" Some people stop then look at us ,some nurse approach us if we're okay.

"Kelsey! don't YOU DARE shout to mom! Wala ka talagang hiya noh?" oh please welcome, my beautiful fake sister Pau. Who is always right and
I'm always wrong.

"AHmm.excuse me ma'am are you the daughter of Sir Brandon Padilla?" the nurse asks.

"Yes" wiping my tears, I followed the nurse.

She gesture me to the left side of the hospital.

"He really want to talk to you. His room number is 213" Omg! I hope his fine or maybe his going to bring that annoying topic again or maybe his dying.

Kelsey don't think that! Dad is not dying. No his not.

Be positive he will be fine I assure you.

I can't stop thinking.

Oops!I almost when to the wrong room.ahmm

I look at the number 210

nope

212 nope

Room 213
Im nervous!
I knock first then gently open the door.

"Dad?" He looks at me then he open his arms wide.His tears are rolling and I likewise

"sorry baby" then I hug him tight very very very tight.

"sorry dad this is all my fault" he hug me more tighter this time. He pat my back and he look at me straight

and smile, a very sincere smile.
The smile that I love.

"it's ook-aayy" His mumbling ..maybe because his lips were shaking.

"Im sorry my child but but "he said taking his breath every word. His whispering. So I put my ear closer to his mouth.

"dad are you okay? you look pale? Hmm I think its better if...."  I press the buzzer.

"It's oka-y b-a-by" he said holding my hand tighter
"don't give up dad just wait i'll call the nurse" lumabas ako sa room.

" Si dad po please pakibilis". Bumalik ako sa room.

" Dad" he hold my hand tighter this time.

" I love you anak" then he let go.

I press the buzzer.

"ddad !! please! Wake up!!" Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko. Lumabas ako ulit para tawagin Yung nurse.

Pero pagdating ko. Everything went slowmo.

Seeing him in his bed with a smile on his face.

"no no no dad!" I run and hug him.