'If only I come a bit earlier, this will never happen. If only I take care of myself, this will never happen. And if only i...'
"Hudson, are you asleep?" suddenly a sweet and calm voice wake Hudson from his short nap..
"Not yet. Why babe?" Hudson lied.
"Can you promise me something?" Gloria's voice become more serious.
"What is it? Anything accept for I have to sleep here for the rest of my life.. I'll do it." Hudson say and a little joke to make her smile, and he did it. She sleeping on the bed while Hudson on the floor.
"Hahaha. No ofc" she giggled before continued. "Can you promise me, not to left me alone?" Gloria ask..the question make Hudson feel awry to answer..He dont know if he can promise her for that one.
"Why you suddenly ask that, babe?" trying his best to not give an answer.
"I'm afraid that without you, no one will make me laugh. I'm afraid that no one will held my hand while crossing the bridge. I'm afraid that no one will watch movie with me. I'm afraid that no one will shopping with me at the mall. And...I'm afraid to lose you..I dont know if I can live without you, Hudson" Gloria said with a sad face and probably gonna wet her eyes.
"What if I left you alone because..." Hudson hesitated. "...because I'm sick and died? Of course you dont wanna sleep on my grave and wishing me to come back right?" he ask. Gloria speechless, dont know what to say.
"Can you promise me something too, Gloria?" Hudson break the silent.
"What is it? I'll do anything for you.."
"Can you promise me that if I'm gone because I'm died, can you please move on your life and married someone else? Please promise me. okay?" Hudson said. His eyes a bit teary but he try his best not to cry.
"No.. No way. You not gonna leave me, okay? We gonna marry and have children. Im not gonna marry anyone else accept you.. Can we stop this nonsense? It going weirder." Gloria says while wiping her tears and continued "And please stop say that you gonna died because you will not.."
"Im sorry..As long as I'm healthy and alive, I will not let you go, okay? Let sleep now. Goodnight, my love" Hudson feel sorry to Gloria for what he just said.
"Me too.. Goodnight, babe" slowly closing her eyes..
They both sleeping soundly...
Next day,
"Ahhh.." Gloria stetches. She must feel tired because of last night Q/A session with Hudson.
"Hudson, hurry wake up. We gonna late for Blair's wedding."
Gloria shouted on her bed while looking for her spectacles.. Quiet.. She feel uneasy and start to pinch his cheecks. Still quiet...Suspicious.. "Hudson, stop joking. Please wake up" her eyes start to teary.. Still not enough, she pinch his cheecks harder and the same reaction she get. Quiet.. "Hudson. please dont leave me. Hudson, please.." she start to cry and calling his name.
Hudson's POV
"I'm sorry to say this but you only got 3 more days to live..The canser already spread and it is impposible for me to safe you."
I still remember exactly what my Doctor said.. How can I promise Gloria if I know that I will never breath again for the next few days.. "Ouchh." My head suddenly feel dizzy...Why I cant get up? I realized that I cant hold it any longer and I know this is the time I'll leave Gloria..forever.. Bye, Gloria..I'll never forget you..
Gloria's POV
*At Hudson's Grave*
Its already been a month since you leave me..The canser, why you didnt tell me before? I would take care of you more that I always do.. But i feel really thankful. You keep your promise that you will never leave me as long as you alive and you did it..And this time it is my turn to do as you wish.
3 years later.
"Mom..can we go now? I'm hungry." a kid suddenly held Gloria's hand.
"Oh..I'm sorry, son..Go upstairs and called your dad. Then we go to the McDonalds okay?" the kid nodded and start walking away..
"Hudson..I already did as you wish..I married and have a child. His name is Hudson too..Everytime I look at him, I will remember you and our great memories together..Thank you for being the most sweet and nice boyfriend ever. I will never forgot you...never..." Gloria said while looking at the frame which is a picture of she and Hudson dated for the first time..
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'If only i can live forever...'
-THE END
