your forever is all that i need

i was never good at goodbyes

chel's p.o.v

i woke up in beau's bed , NO we dont sleep together , silly goose. he sleeps on the couch when i stay over. today was the day my bestfriend was gonna be come a superstar. he'll be gone for a year. "babybeeaaarrrrrrr!!!!" beau shouted, i giggled at my nickname he gave it to me one day when we were at the zoo , i was scared of the mama bear but not the baby one. haha . "yeea loser , in here" i said as he walked in the door picking me up in a huge bear huge and swirling me around "beau. cant. breath. right. now." i said in between breathes "sorry chels im just gonna miss ya bunches!" he said , oh no, was i gonna cry?! yup. the tears came out slowly "im gonna miss you too loser" i said jumping in his arms again " its 1:00 and my flight leaves at 8:00 wacha wanna do guuuuurl" he said in a girly voice i giggled then spoke "uhmmmmm wanna go to the park!?" i said really exicted "sure lets get ready!" he said walking out the door i brushed my hair and put it in a high pony tail and changed into a long sleeved white top and skinny jeans with white vans because it was december so it was chilly out side, put on the normal eyeliner and grabbed my phone. when i walked down the stairs i heard beau and his mum talking, i didnt wanna eavesdrop but it was very tempting. so i just didnt "ready?" i said tossing beau his keys , we drove to the mall and spent about an hour there , then we went to starbucks , we walked around the block acouple of times , beau got a call from his mum saying that there flight is leaving early and that we need to come home , so we walked to his car and drove home , then we helped beau get his bags in his car , his mum isnt going to be there with him , hes staying at his friend jai's house for the year. we drove to the airport , when we were there i hugged him so tight. finally his flight was called he walked really slow he mouthed "i'll miss you mousey mouse" a tear escaped his eye. i was beginning to tear up. me and his mum drove home in silence .

beau's p.o.v

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i just said goodbye to chels. i feel like total and complete crap for not telling her how i felt . i'll be back on her birthday i'll tell her then