Scholarships //magcon story

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" for me to move on and succeed, jealousy, envy, and greed too much of this $hit i don't need "

⠀⠀⠀⠀freshmen year|2010
O8.O2
" it's you and me, lanni "
" you and me, sammy "
sammy and i told each other on the first day. "but things change, and people change."

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀senior year|2014
O6.18
i sighed out of relief. my days of being their victim, were over. the last school bell i would hear rung about 5 minutes ago. i headed to my 1998 toyota and before i reached for the car door handle. someone spun me around, slamming me into my car. but i was used to this, sadly. i was face to face with my ex-bestfriend, "sam". i couldn't call him sammy anymore because i didn't understand who he'd became over the course of 4 years. " hey" he said, dragging out the y. " i would appreciate if you weren't so close ". " i would appreciate if you weren't such a slut ". " what happened " i immediately respond. " i don't follow babe " he smirks. " nevermind, can you please just leave me alone ". " what's the fun in that ". i quickly open my car door and lock the door shortly after getting in my vehicle. he banged against my window and yelled " unlock the fucking door slut, i'm not done with you ". that was my cue to start the car and escape the grounds of west side high school. i didn't look back, i was never going back either. i already got accepted to my dream college, sfa (performing arts in san fran.). i've been into music since i could talk. i would be starting school in august. so i figured with the money i saved up, i create a youtube channel. all during the summer though. after thinking to myself about 10 minutes i'm finally home. " hey guys " i shout while locking the front door. " in here " a faint voice replies from the kitchen. " how does it feel, no more high school " my mom asks. " best day eva " i respond doing a little dance. she looks at me funny and confused. i shrug it off and head upstairs. " yoo " peeking my head into my brother's room. " hey loser " carter says sticking out his tongue. " there's a "partynextdoor {a/n see what I did there😏} at sam's ". the thing is carter doesn't know about his friends making my life a living hell. " i'm actually busy but maybe another time " i try to get out of it. " busy doing what " he throws back, waiting for an answer. " i need to look for a job ". this is actually true i needed the money but, it wasn't urgent. " you have the entire summer to do that ". " maybe i just don't want to go, ok ". i huffed and go to my room leaving him stunned. being me i decide to just sleep. as soon as my head hit my sheets, i'm out.

12:30am

" guys, i think this is her room " a familiar voice rings and footsteps grew louder. as if they were getting closer. then, here they were. the people who ruined my life stood before me. in my room, they had the audacity to come in my house, in my room. " out, right now " i try to make them leave. " i told you we were gonna have fun " sam said smirking. then i open my bedside table for my taser. " out, now " i raise my voice warning them. " awe, are you gonna tase us, babe i thought we had better relationship than that " cameron states coming towards me. before he could lay a finger on me, he is on the ground shaking from the high voltage. the rest of the boys look at me worryingly. " which one of you is next " venom dripping from my voice. eventually cameron is off the floor. deciding to leave along with the rest of my "bullies". i wonder why they were here in the first place. oh well, time for sleep.

O8.11.14
now that summer is over and i've gotten a couple hundred subscribers on youtube for uploading covers and vlogs. i'm proud of myself, also i'm working morning shifts at hollister. meanwhile, i have class later this afternoon. oh, i ended up getting an apartment near the school.