Painting's

Chapter Four

~Hayes's POV~

After me and Paige where walking for awhile i decided to ask her where we were going.

"Paige where are we going" i asked taking her hand in mine to stop her from walking.

"okay so this is my get away place that we are going to go to" she said

"but lets vlog and sing are song"she said taking out her phone and putting it on her selfie stick and started her vlog

"Hey guys Paige here with Hayes. And today we are going to be singing our song wold one" she said and started playing wild one and i sang and rapped the guy part and she sang the girl part but also rapped with me and i think i like her...

we where dancing along the street as we walked and she was vloging it all. She was being really cute.

"Hey babe why don't u come over here and show us some of your moves" a guy said that was at the park we where passing with some other guys

"I would rather chop your dick off shove it down that ones throat as take that guys hand and shove it up your ass but that could never reach how far your head is shoved up your ass. So back the fuck off" she yelled and I was shocked

"Well dam we picked our selfs a feisty one guys" he said chuckling

"Alright I've had enough of these guys" Paige said walking up to them

"Wow sugar mama you got a short temper" one said

She got right in all their faces and said "you better get your heads out of your asses before I do it for you and it won't be pretty" she said kicking one in the balls and they all ran away but one
"Hey Paige are you going to kill this one like you did the others make them fall for you then they disappear because that's how it always goes doesn't it?" He asked smirking and walking away

"Paige what was he talking about is there something I don't know about?" I asked calmly

"You know Hayes I think you should just leave and yeah there's a lot you don't know about me. But I'm going to tell you something 'stay away from me' I'm a living bomb just waiting to explode"he said and took out her cigarettes and lit one and walked away as I stood there in shock with one thing running through my head

"Stay away from me I'm a living bomb just waiting to explode"

She said something almost like this before.

Just when I thought everything was fine. I wonder where she is going. I'm going to follow her.

I followed her until she turned around and saw me. She had this look in her eyes that I've seen before the same look she had the first time she told me to stay away from her. Sadness, anger, frustration, and something new guilt.

"Hayes I told you to go" she said sounding like she was going to cry with her voice cracking at the end

"I can't just leave you" I said walking closer to her

"Yes you can I want you to. You need to. What don't you understand? I'm a bomb Hayes. Don't you understand that? Not everything is a fairy tale. Not everything is like we want it to be. Not everything is the way we planned it to be when we where little" she said crying now

"We can make it the way we want it to be" I said getting closer to her

"What don't you understand?!?! I said to stay away!! And we can't make everything the way we want it. To do that I would have to go back in time and succeed in killing myself. Because Hayes, I have tried so many times to take the pain away but it won't go. Do you know how that feels? To feel helpless when your parents beet you. To smoke because you know it kills. To try a total of 19 times to kill your self but only one person comes to mind every time you get close. An to know that you can't tell that person because they will feel guilty so you have to live with it eating your sole so the he can live a happy life. To make your life a living hell so he can complete his dream. Do you not understand that I want to die!! I want to have people in my life but I hurt them no matter how hard I try!! So just go. Get out of my life before I hurt you to."Paige said crying and walking away

"Your wish is my command"