They told me I was crazy for always loving you, not letting you go after everything, after all this time. I promised you on that day, that one day, that you would be with me forever, that you would be my forever, that no matter what we could have our forever...
. My Love:
Did you know I've spent every single day that passes thinking about you? I remember the sweet sound of your childish giggle that would spill out whenever you caught me starring at your beauty. I will never understand how you didn't recognize how beautiful you truly were and still are...
Our friends all tell me to move on, that its almost been a year since well, you know. But don't worry love, every waking day my hope of your return grows. I hope you know that everyone can still feel your presance. It lingers everywhere.
I miss the days when the boys and I finished a concert and when I ran off stage there you were, standing there, with that beautful smile that lit up any and every room. I miss the days we would spend in eachothers arms. I miss your sweet kisses, I miss your touch, I miss your smell that is permently imprinted into my brain, I miss your tender voice of an angel, I miss your laugh, God your laugh, I would give anything to hear that amazing laugh of yours with that beautiful smile. Although, come to think of it, it seems like ages since I have seen it.
Love, I hope you always know that you are my whole world whether we are together or apart. There is nothing I want more than to wake up beside you one last time. To hear your soft breaths and feel your warm once tan skin. To turn over and look into those beautiful eyes I fell in love with. For you to be the first thing I see in the morning and the last thing I see before I go to sleep. In all honesty though, you still are. Not a moment goes by that I don't think of you. The most simple things trigger the strongest of memories. Oh the memories.
Our memories are never dull. From the moments where we were laughing our heads off to the moments we sobbed onto each others shoulders. Remember the day we kissed in the rain for hours and we both ended up sick in bed? That was one of the best days of my life. If only we could rewind time and go back.
The boys talk about you all the time. Especially Harry, he always goes on about you being his best friend. It's hard not having you here with us.
I know the hate drove you away. I understand.. I guess... I am not judging you or blaming you, absolutely not, but, why didn't you tell me how bad things really were?
You know everyone always asks me how I am and honestly I don't know. I am not me without you. I love you and I love your everything....
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A/N: heyy guyss this is my first short story and first chapter and sorry its so short but just know its not even close to over yet. There will be a few more chapters. Please keep reading voting and commenting it means alot. Love you alll ;*
-Carlee<3
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Forever is All We Have (Louis Tomlinson Short Story)
FanfictionEveryone has a forever. Not everyone knows what it is or what it will be but Louis does. He is madly in love. Everything is perfect. But what if his forever well, leaves.... This, is his last letter....
