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Jordan

"Fuck it imma just jump" I whispered to myself standing on top of def James studio deciding should I jump or not.

I know you might think I'm crazy but I lost someone I really loved I've known since a couple years and when he took my virginity and made Skylar yeah I was still a virgin. I was at my breaking point in tired and I just wanna go I guess jasmine will be a great role model for my daughter yup my daughters going to be a hoe.

I shed a tear as I sat down on the rim gripping it tight I looked back behind me waiting for august to stop me and hold me in his arms like kaz did noni in beyond the lights but I knew that was fairy tale bs.

I wanted to be with my dad I couldn't talk to my mom we fell of over petty shit because she wanted me to meet me little ugly ass boyfriend and I said hell nah.

I closed my eyes tight and jumped off falling off laughing I ain't going to die crying imma just laugh my worries away I felt down on right in someone's arms.

I didn't see who it was because I closed my eyes and blacked out.

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2016 update happy late new year. Short update ikik

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