Perfect Imperfection

chapter 1

** ding ding ding ding** i sigh with relief as the final school bell rang for the day. i was currently in music class practicing and memorising my performance which is due tomorrow, my mother dosnt believe in music she thinks its a waste, but for me music is my escape from reality when it gets to much.

'' dont forget about your half yearly exam which you will be performing tomorrow in first period'' once class was dismissed i turn my keyboard off and pack my music sheets into my bag.

I walk to my lockers with my long brown hair bounces on my back. you can hear the clicking of my heels as people scram out of my way in the buisy corridor.

from all directions people are yelling stuff at me

'' hey ali!''

''alison if you want i could give you a lift home?''

''can i have your number?''

'' that dress makes you look sexy''

i ignore all of the comments and just keep doing ma thang...

 After i put everything away i walk to the front of the school to meet my friends brittany and emma and emmas boyfriend toby. Brittany, Emma and I are in-seperable. we have been best friends since we were little. Once we got to high school puberty did us well and we were now the most popular girls in the school. All the boys wanted us and all the girls wanted to be us.

'' Ali have you seen the new English teacher?'' brittany screaches '' what no fill me in!'' brittany then goes on and tells me all about her new english teacher but was interupted when my mum pulled up to take me home. ''sorry babe see you guys later.''

 When we arrived home there is a letter sitting on my door step adressed to me. i picked it up and as i read the bolded lablemy heart started to pound it had '' clare performing arts'' written on it.

As soon as i read it try and hide the letter from my mother because i havent exactly told her i applied for it yet. ''what is this rubish'' she snatches it out of my hand and tears it open to get a better understanding of what is going on.

 ''mum you have to let me go!! This could open up big doors for me and my future career i need this why cant you understand this is what i want and love!?" I screamed at her from across the room. We have been arguing for the last 10 minutes about my future.

 ''Stop being a fool Alison! You will graduate and then go straight to university and become a doctor just like your father and I and there will be no excuses. I don't think you how important our family reputation is for us. This whole town knows our name and reputation and that will never change so you better live upto our expectations. So get this lame and pathetic idea of you having a  performing career out of your head, you’ll never be good enough" she says coldly like its no big deal

By this stage sobs are escaping my mouth. Im sick of her controlling my life. Don’t get me wrong I love my mother to death but Everything that happens is because she wants it to sometimes I don’t mind but this is really important. I don’t know, maybe its for the good, maybe somethings good is going to come out of this. I bow my head to indicate that the argument is over and I walk up to my bedroom. I look in the mirror at my tear stained face, if anyone from school saw me like this my whole reputation would be ruined.

I jump in the shower and wash all my make up off, and I let out  a couple tears slip, afterall that was my dream. After im felling more re-freshed I jump out of the shower slip on my pjs. I open my laptop and scroll through tumblr and facebook. Before I know its already 10. I log off and climb into bed and into a deep slumber…

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* beep beep beep beep *

''okay shut up im awake.'' i yell at my alarm clock that read the numbers 7:00 am.

i get out of bed and walk over to my desk. Then I get ready for the day, firstly i curl my hair into loose waves and then apply some light make-up. Its now 7:40 i quickly brush my teeth and walk down stairs. '' goodmorning sweetie, ready to go?" my mother asks me handing me my already packed bag. 

i arrive to my music class right on the bell. '' everyone take a seat, okay so now for the performances.. is there anyone who would like to voulenteer to go first?' mr loyd said looking around the room. ''ah yes savannah thought you might, rightio just make your way to the front of the class and whenever your ready'' savannah is the captain of the cheerleading team. she is forever acting dumb around boys and she has practically slept with every guy in the school. My mood drops thinking about how much pain she caused me in the past.. 

after savannahs performance there were no more voulenteers, mr loyd then just randomly picked a student and of course nowing my luck it was me... performances like this never fased me im normally really confident. i never get scared or nervous when im around people or talk to them.

i make my way up to the front of the classroom, i was about to start my performance but there was three loud knocks at the door. everyone snapped their heads in that direction giving it their full attention. the door handle turns revealing our princible.. and wait whos that?

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